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i am really loving life right now. I love speech and debate, school, and my friends.
First Speech and Debate. It is so incredible. Every day i go i just love it more. It is so much fun i love every aspect of it. Although its hard work i know that it is TOTALLY 100% worth it. When you win a tournament against varsity kids from other schools it makes you feel sooo good about yourself. Just like hey guess what YOU SUCK and im' good. lol. hard to explain fully i guess. haha. I have to do so much work for it tho. And it is a lot. Every day school is 10 hours long because of speech and i kind of wish i had a day off every now and then. I really don't give a care tho. It means so much to me that i can go there and not feel self consicous of myself at all. I can say anything that comes to mind and people accept me for who i am. i love it so much. And i thought of a few funny parts for our duo and they get a lot of laughs so it makes me feel really good to know that i'm getting better or funnier? And also my coach always tells me that i'm really funny and that the freshman are incredible and that i make him laugh every time i talk to him and today he told me that i'm way too talented to just be doing one event at the tournaments. That made me feel really good about myself. haha.
Second school. Although its a TON of hw and LEARNING and stuff i just enjoy it SO MUCH! I really enjoy all the knowledge i'm getting from my teachers. Even though its dumb stuff sometimes i just can't stand not comign to school. In middle school i found EVERY excuse i could to get out of school. Now i go when i'm sick, when i'm tired, when i don't want to at all because i know that school will always put me in a better mood. I love the fact that teachers don't care if you cuss and they cuss themselves, and that they say really funny stuff and say sick sexual jokes its just hilaroius. I like how they treat us like adults now rather then imposing a TON of rules on us and telling us that our shirts have to be a certian length, and that we can't say bad words, and that we can't use our cell phones EVER, and that its a mortal sin to want to listen to music. I just REALLY love high school. If you couldn't tell. haha
Last my friends.
First Terence Collins-------
I really really love this kid. I just met him this year and he is literally the sweetest person alive. He tells me a lot that every time he talks to me i make him smile//a lot happier. I love talking to him and everytime hes not on i'm sad. I feel like i can tell him anything because he just listens and is really sweet. Hes CUTE oh god hes SO CUTE!! lol. He plays guitar all the time and wants to be a rock starrrrrrrrr. He will be. I believe in him. I text him all day because i hate not being with him. I look forward to sundays SO MUCH because i get to see him and hang out with him during church. I really don't know how to explain how much i love him. I would die without him. I <33 terence.
Second Kati Taylor-------
She is so incredible. Although we are total bitches to eachother and she DRIVES ME CRAZY like no other i'm REALLY glad we're friends. Shes so funny and retarded its hard not to love her. Shes my duo partner and i get kinda mad that she always makes me work so hard. alsdjflsajdf;lasjdf. But oh well. I don't know what i would do if i couldn't fight with her. lol
Third Chris Pine------
I met this kid on the mexico missions trip over the summer. Its really pretty crazy how i close i feel to him considering he lives in Washington. lol. I talk to him almost every day and when i don't talk to him i miss hiM!! Ugh he is so sweet and i can say ANYTHING to him and talk crap and tell him who i like and who i'm PISSEd at because whos he gunna tell?? He doesn't know anyone here so i can basiclly vent on him. And he vents on me too. its incredilbe.....i can get SO much stuff off my chest by talking to him. I really love him. wow......
Last the old greg------
Greg Gainor when he was in high school. When he used to dress up every friday of his senior year as something dumb and funny. When he used to come over to my house all the time just to visit and hang out. Before he and kim were fighting every second of the day. Before he smoked and got drunk all the time. Before he was sad so much. I really miss him. But i also love greg no matter what. I love how hes always there for me. I love how he is excited for my "firsts". I love how he listens to me no matter how dumb the stuff i'm saying is. I love him a lot. wow
ok that was a long entry. i'm done. <3
i am really loving life right now. I love speech and debate, school, and my friends.
First Speech and Debate. It is so incredible. Every day i go i just love it more. It is so much fun i love every aspect of it. Although its hard work i know that it is TOTALLY 100% worth it. When you win a tournament against varsity kids from other schools it makes you feel sooo good about yourself. Just like hey guess what YOU SUCK and im' good. lol. hard to explain fully i guess. haha. I have to do so much work for it tho. And it is a lot. Every day school is 10 hours long because of speech and i kind of wish i had a day off every now and then. I really don't give a care tho. It means so much to me that i can go there and not feel self consicous of myself at all. I can say anything that comes to mind and people accept me for who i am. i love it so much. And i thought of a few funny parts for our duo and they get a lot of laughs so it makes me feel really good to know that i'm getting better or funnier? And also my coach always tells me that i'm really funny and that the freshman are incredible and that i make him laugh every time i talk to him and today he told me that i'm way too talented to just be doing one event at the tournaments. That made me feel really good about myself. haha.
Second school. Although its a TON of hw and LEARNING and stuff i just enjoy it SO MUCH! I really enjoy all the knowledge i'm getting from my teachers. Even though its dumb stuff sometimes i just can't stand not comign to school. In middle school i found EVERY excuse i could to get out of school. Now i go when i'm sick, when i'm tired, when i don't want to at all because i know that school will always put me in a better mood. I love the fact that teachers don't care if you cuss and they cuss themselves, and that they say really funny stuff and say sick sexual jokes its just hilaroius. I like how they treat us like adults now rather then imposing a TON of rules on us and telling us that our shirts have to be a certian length, and that we can't say bad words, and that we can't use our cell phones EVER, and that its a mortal sin to want to listen to music. I just REALLY love high school. If you couldn't tell. haha
Last my friends.
First Terence Collins-------
I really really love this kid. I just met him this year and he is literally the sweetest person alive. He tells me a lot that every time he talks to me i make him smile//a lot happier. I love talking to him and everytime hes not on i'm sad. I feel like i can tell him anything because he just listens and is really sweet. Hes CUTE oh god hes SO CUTE!! lol. He plays guitar all the time and wants to be a rock starrrrrrrrr. He will be. I believe in him. I text him all day because i hate not being with him. I look forward to sundays SO MUCH because i get to see him and hang out with him during church. I really don't know how to explain how much i love him. I would die without him. I <33 terence.
Second Kati Taylor-------
She is so incredible. Although we are total bitches to eachother and she DRIVES ME CRAZY like no other i'm REALLY glad we're friends. Shes so funny and retarded its hard not to love her. Shes my duo partner and i get kinda mad that she always makes me work so hard. alsdjflsajdf;lasjdf. But oh well. I don't know what i would do if i couldn't fight with her. lol
Third Chris Pine------
I met this kid on the mexico missions trip over the summer. Its really pretty crazy how i close i feel to him considering he lives in Washington. lol. I talk to him almost every day and when i don't talk to him i miss hiM!! Ugh he is so sweet and i can say ANYTHING to him and talk crap and tell him who i like and who i'm PISSEd at because whos he gunna tell?? He doesn't know anyone here so i can basiclly vent on him. And he vents on me too. its incredilbe.....i can get SO much stuff off my chest by talking to him. I really love him. wow......
Last the old greg------
Greg Gainor when he was in high school. When he used to dress up every friday of his senior year as something dumb and funny. When he used to come over to my house all the time just to visit and hang out. Before he and kim were fighting every second of the day. Before he smoked and got drunk all the time. Before he was sad so much. I really miss him. But i also love greg no matter what. I love how hes always there for me. I love how he is excited for my "firsts". I love how he listens to me no matter how dumb the stuff i'm saying is. I love him a lot. wow
ok that was a long entry. i'm done. <3