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So i havn't updated a huge entry for a while and i think its time.
First things first...High school
Everyone i talk to hates it. I read peoples livejournals or talk to them and they dont like it at all. I remember how in middle school i felt like i was really immature. But i've just recently realized why i felt that way. Everyone around me in middle school acted really grown up. They hung out with high schoolers and they thought they were the shit. I always felt really left out at Altadena and i ahd some really hard times because i never really had any true friends. I remember middle school as a time of cliques and first boyfriends//kisses and other stuff like that. I was never a part of a clique and i can't remember a time when i wanted to be. I never had a boyfriend and i've still never been kissed. But it doesn't matter to me. I feel like everyone around me rushed through life, going as far as they could as soon as possible. Drugs, drinking, partying, going way to far with their boyfriends and girlfriends. I can honestly say i never felt the pull to do anything like that. When people get old they look back at their childhood and think,"god...i really wish i wouldn't have taken my life for granted" And i just try my hardest every day to be immature, silly, laugh at stupid things, be random, ect. because i know someday i'll look back and i want to be able to say oh my god i'm so lucky to have cherished my childhood. I think the reason everyone hates DV so much is because they were there too early. They wanted so bad to be the person they pretended to be that once they got their wish it wasn't as exciting as they thought it would be. But yeah...i love high school so much. Its incredible.
Secondly...Speech and Debate
Oh my god it is so incredible. Everyday i go to Speech for 3 hours after school and I work my ass off. From the outside people think, oh my god what a waste of time blah blah balh. I don't go to school because i have to. I go to school solely for for Speech and Debate. I love it so much. The varsity members are so funny when we have meeetings i feel like i'm watching a funny movie. Mr.Dominguez is the awesomest coach ever. He is so funny and makes speech a truly incredible expierience. he works so hard for all of us and truly loves everything about the company. For those of you who say that speech is a waste of time....
next time you walk by me and i'm smiling. Know its because of Speech and Desert Vista
Lastly....I am so loving life right now
I love everything about life. Except that rob and deb tarr are leaving hot church. I love school. I love my friends (new and old). I love speech and debate people. I love love love love love life. Incredible. If you read all of that you've got some time on your hands.
First things first...High school
Everyone i talk to hates it. I read peoples livejournals or talk to them and they dont like it at all. I remember how in middle school i felt like i was really immature. But i've just recently realized why i felt that way. Everyone around me in middle school acted really grown up. They hung out with high schoolers and they thought they were the shit. I always felt really left out at Altadena and i ahd some really hard times because i never really had any true friends. I remember middle school as a time of cliques and first boyfriends//kisses and other stuff like that. I was never a part of a clique and i can't remember a time when i wanted to be. I never had a boyfriend and i've still never been kissed. But it doesn't matter to me. I feel like everyone around me rushed through life, going as far as they could as soon as possible. Drugs, drinking, partying, going way to far with their boyfriends and girlfriends. I can honestly say i never felt the pull to do anything like that. When people get old they look back at their childhood and think,"god...i really wish i wouldn't have taken my life for granted" And i just try my hardest every day to be immature, silly, laugh at stupid things, be random, ect. because i know someday i'll look back and i want to be able to say oh my god i'm so lucky to have cherished my childhood. I think the reason everyone hates DV so much is because they were there too early. They wanted so bad to be the person they pretended to be that once they got their wish it wasn't as exciting as they thought it would be. But yeah...i love high school so much. Its incredible.
Secondly...Speech and Debate
Oh my god it is so incredible. Everyday i go to Speech for 3 hours after school and I work my ass off. From the outside people think, oh my god what a waste of time blah blah balh. I don't go to school because i have to. I go to school solely for for Speech and Debate. I love it so much. The varsity members are so funny when we have meeetings i feel like i'm watching a funny movie. Mr.Dominguez is the awesomest coach ever. He is so funny and makes speech a truly incredible expierience. he works so hard for all of us and truly loves everything about the company. For those of you who say that speech is a waste of time....
next time you walk by me and i'm smiling. Know its because of Speech and Desert Vista
Lastly....I am so loving life right now
I love everything about life. Except that rob and deb tarr are leaving hot church. I love school. I love my friends (new and old). I love speech and debate people. I love love love love love life. Incredible. If you read all of that you've got some time on your hands.