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Happy Birthday, little sister.
and vic!
Today was so nice. I think around lunch time was my favorite time. It was sososo nice outside and I loved everyone that was around me. I don't know, I've been feeling a lot more free this week and I think it's really good for me to feel this way. I'm not as stressed as I used to be and I'm having fun and smiling a lot more, hah. I don't know why, though.. but I really like this. This week has taught me a lot and I'm glad it did because I learned so much. Everything seems so much closer now. Start of something new. (: And tomorrow is going to be just as wonderful if not more. Jambaaaaaa luuvz.
I can not be more excited for the summer to come. So much is going to happen and so much is going to change. I have a feeling Trench &Chris are going to be my best buds for the summer because everyone else will be gooone! And we'll misss youuu all a lot. haha. I just have a good feeling about this summer and I good feeling about the bad feeling I've been having for a few years now. I can't work around it but it's not going to be lost, the flame just isn't as bright anymore. I've only somewhat talked about this to one person and I'm glad it was that person, because I trust him very much and can talk to him about things like this without being afraid to.
ps; mehraj! MY SCAB IS NOT WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER!
and vic!
Today was so nice. I think around lunch time was my favorite time. It was sososo nice outside and I loved everyone that was around me. I don't know, I've been feeling a lot more free this week and I think it's really good for me to feel this way. I'm not as stressed as I used to be and I'm having fun and smiling a lot more, hah. I don't know why, though.. but I really like this. This week has taught me a lot and I'm glad it did because I learned so much. Everything seems so much closer now. Start of something new. (: And tomorrow is going to be just as wonderful if not more. Jambaaaaaa luuvz.
I can not be more excited for the summer to come. So much is going to happen and so much is going to change. I have a feeling Trench &Chris are going to be my best buds for the summer because everyone else will be gooone! And we'll misss youuu all a lot. haha. I just have a good feeling about this summer and I good feeling about the bad feeling I've been having for a few years now. I can't work around it but it's not going to be lost, the flame just isn't as bright anymore. I've only somewhat talked about this to one person and I'm glad it was that person, because I trust him very much and can talk to him about things like this without being afraid to.
ps; mehraj! MY SCAB IS NOT WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER!