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"You are a huge solo star because you realize that life is in your hands: The outcome is always up to you. Consider yourself lucky for understanding your power, and use it for good. You are envied"
Yesterday, this horoscope had such meaning and I wanted to share it with everyone.. except day, I can't really explain as greatly as I could have yesterday.
Last night I had two strange dreams. I had three that I could remember, yet two I would like to discuss.
FIRST DREAM: It was at school, except it was in junior high and some kids I used to know were in this dream and some people I have never seen before were in it. I was sitting at my desk waiting for the teacher to come in, and the teacher just so happened to be Mrs. Wallace; my english teacher from last year. She walked in, and started talking. This red head boy, who resembles "fed-ex" on Cheap by the Dozen sat towards the back and asked for someone to pass out these letters he wrote to everyone in the class. He had written letters to everyone, because no one liked him and everyone made fun of him. So Mrs. Wallace chose me to pass them out. In the letters he wrote stuff like "You seem nice except for the time you tripped me in the hall and made me want.." or "I don't know about you, you are two.." I could never read out the entire letter, but when it came to a boy by the name of "Jacob" I couldn't find him, and then Mrs. Wallace walked me now the hall and pointed him out for me. It was this boy I used to walk with around school in South Carolina.. Then I finished passing out the letters, and I was the only one who didn't receive one. It actually made me feel really good inside, I smiled at the boy who wrote them.. and sat back down.
SECOND DREAM: It was in a hotel, a really nice hotel room. This girl and boy had taken me into their hotel room for no reason. And the girl went to take a shower and I was left with the boy, who looked so much older than me, in the room where the bed was located. He kept looking at me, and I ran to the window and just looked out. He grabbed me and pushed me onto the bed and did something but right after he started doing it, he disappeared because I was screaming. And then these people were banging on the door and were trying to get in. And they finally got in, and it was my parents and my sister. And my mom grabbed a fire extinguisher, and sprayed my dad with it. And then sprayed my sisters skirt for some reason. And she said "you will.." and that was it.
I don't understand the second dream at all.. but it was awful feeling that way when that man did that to me. It's hard how dreams can affect me in such weird ways. Also, I think I am becoming more afaid of the dark. Yesterday, it was around 7 and it was really dark in my room without the light on. And I wanted to go out into the living room.. so I turned off my light, which is quite far away from the door, and after I shut it off.. I noticed I had this dim light on that I really do not like, and I ran for the door and opened it so hard that it swang back and I got caught in the middle of the door and the wall. I have bruises on my stomach and they hurt reallly bad. But it's my own fault, I shouldn't be so stupid sometimes. I almost started crying, though, because I couldn't get the door open as fast as I wanted to. Haha, laugh it's alriiight.
This is all, have a good day.
AND; Ahwatukee this weekend. I am actually really excited, I just hope everything works out and I get to see the people I have missed a looot.
Yesterday, this horoscope had such meaning and I wanted to share it with everyone.. except day, I can't really explain as greatly as I could have yesterday.
Last night I had two strange dreams. I had three that I could remember, yet two I would like to discuss.
FIRST DREAM: It was at school, except it was in junior high and some kids I used to know were in this dream and some people I have never seen before were in it. I was sitting at my desk waiting for the teacher to come in, and the teacher just so happened to be Mrs. Wallace; my english teacher from last year. She walked in, and started talking. This red head boy, who resembles "fed-ex" on Cheap by the Dozen sat towards the back and asked for someone to pass out these letters he wrote to everyone in the class. He had written letters to everyone, because no one liked him and everyone made fun of him. So Mrs. Wallace chose me to pass them out. In the letters he wrote stuff like "You seem nice except for the time you tripped me in the hall and made me want.." or "I don't know about you, you are two.." I could never read out the entire letter, but when it came to a boy by the name of "Jacob" I couldn't find him, and then Mrs. Wallace walked me now the hall and pointed him out for me. It was this boy I used to walk with around school in South Carolina.. Then I finished passing out the letters, and I was the only one who didn't receive one. It actually made me feel really good inside, I smiled at the boy who wrote them.. and sat back down.
SECOND DREAM: It was in a hotel, a really nice hotel room. This girl and boy had taken me into their hotel room for no reason. And the girl went to take a shower and I was left with the boy, who looked so much older than me, in the room where the bed was located. He kept looking at me, and I ran to the window and just looked out. He grabbed me and pushed me onto the bed and did something but right after he started doing it, he disappeared because I was screaming. And then these people were banging on the door and were trying to get in. And they finally got in, and it was my parents and my sister. And my mom grabbed a fire extinguisher, and sprayed my dad with it. And then sprayed my sisters skirt for some reason. And she said "you will.." and that was it.
I don't understand the second dream at all.. but it was awful feeling that way when that man did that to me. It's hard how dreams can affect me in such weird ways. Also, I think I am becoming more afaid of the dark. Yesterday, it was around 7 and it was really dark in my room without the light on. And I wanted to go out into the living room.. so I turned off my light, which is quite far away from the door, and after I shut it off.. I noticed I had this dim light on that I really do not like, and I ran for the door and opened it so hard that it swang back and I got caught in the middle of the door and the wall. I have bruises on my stomach and they hurt reallly bad. But it's my own fault, I shouldn't be so stupid sometimes. I almost started crying, though, because I couldn't get the door open as fast as I wanted to. Haha, laugh it's alriiight.
This is all, have a good day.
AND; Ahwatukee this weekend. I am actually really excited, I just hope everything works out and I get to see the people I have missed a looot.