May 31, 2004 23:22
I'm getting sick of people not taking me seriously. I know I don't look like I have an eating disorder, but fucking hell, you can be anorexic at any weight. Apparently me hating myself and wanting to kill myself slowly, one skipped/purged meal at a time isn't anyhting to be worried or even cared about. I'm sick of peopel telling me the only reason I'm bulimic is because I don't have the will power to be anorexic. I'm sick of people saying that this sin't even a problem right now. This isn't a problem until I'm 60 lbs and passing out everytime I move. You know what, I'm going to do it, just for you fucks that think I can't. Just for you fucks that think that this isn't a problem. For you fucks that don't take me seriously. Because all of you are the best encouragement and inspiration I need.