weird dream
Last night I had a dream that my cousin (the one that was shot in February) wanted to hold my baby... He had come in my room and stood over my baby's bed... When he realized that she wasn't in her bed, he woke me to ask where she was... I told him she was with me and to leave... he said that all he wanted do was hold her just one time... After I completley woke up (in my dream of course) I told him that she was innocent and him touching her was not a good idea... He then got upset and said that he thought that I'd be the LAST somebody to deny him... I told him that was then and this is now... I am now responsible for her life and everything that effects her and that includes him and asked him to leave and go where he is needed.. I told him he was no longer needed on this side and that things will be taken care of... He didn't need to hang around any longer... He said he loved us and walked out the room... When I saw him leave, I woke up (for real) and held my baby and cried... that was scary and weird... I wonder if that means anything??