Oct 01, 2006 20:01
Tomorrow I'm going to have dinner with Kamalino. Even though last time I saw him, ( in February he took me to dinner as means of an apology for his rude behavior ) he tried some funny stuff. I'm a little confused as to why he wants to see me. He says it's because he's leaving the country to go live on his boat in Peru. However, he dropped some mention of money as it concerns me. Maybe he wants to offer me another job? Maybe he is just trying to fill his time before he leaves. Maybe he wants to lure me 45mins from home and rape me. As silly, mundane and terrifying as those prospects are, they've all crossed my mind.
I didn't do a very good job making my "no" a concrete answer when he was trying to make a move. I just kinda danced around it and left. Then I ignored him for half a year and now he randomly calls me? Anyone else confused? Plus, he def. has a weird effect on me. I just don't know. And I don't have anyone who understands to give me advice.
So, I'll turn to the on-line priest, throw caution to the wind and strap on my weapons.