May 04, 2006 01:58
I leave for Italy in less than 2 weeks. I've been looking at the schedule and at all my books to see what I'll be doing. Pretty much, I'm seeing every square inch of the entire country. The teacher has packed our days so full I really dont understand how were suppose to fit in school work or sleep. These 2 weeks are going to fly by. But the faster the better. This has been the longest school year of my life and I am so happy that it is nearing the end. I still have 2 more days of classes and then 3 finals next week. I'm ready for the stress to end. I'm ready to have 4 months away from anything nursing related. I'm ready to leave.
I still feel like I'm making a mistake with the nursing major. I'm not really going to complain about it anymore. I'm stuck with it. It's just a job. I do feel like I found an area that I could see myself in. However, my teacher believes I need to keep my options open and to not get so narrowed in on the population I like because I'm quite and non-aggressive. I hate her. Her thoughts mean nothing to me.
I've been emotionally overwhelmed lately. I've cried alot. I dont really know why. That's a lie. I'm sure I could come up with a 100 reasons. Sometimes it just feels good to do it though. It releases all the frustration I've built up over the semester.
It's taken me an hour to write this. Actually, this is about the 6th update I've written. This was the most calm one however. Which makes it the most appropriate to post.