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i dont know what to do anymore-i dont know if any of it is worth it. i feel like i am becoming really sad lately--about a lot of things for that matter. i dont like when i get in these moods because i find it hard to get out of them. i want to cry all of the time. i just want to yell and scream. i want him to look at me and say "danyelle i do love you and you are my top priority."--but i know that is not the case. work is his top priority. he works non-stop and what in the hell gave him the idea that he would be able to balance having a girlfriend too? 7.5 months together is just crazy. i am torn in between wanting to stay with him because i do love him, or leaving him because it doesnt seem like its worth it. dont get me wrong...i would have no problem with our relationship if we saw each other more. i just have these down periods sometimes when i am torn.
school is wearing me out. i am trying to get ahead in some classes so i dont fall behind. i feel like this whole semester has been a struggle for me--from driving out to ypsi and just trying to get everything done and work enough too.
lifes weird right now and i am unsure about so many things. i guess i will see where all of this leads myself.
school is wearing me out. i am trying to get ahead in some classes so i dont fall behind. i feel like this whole semester has been a struggle for me--from driving out to ypsi and just trying to get everything done and work enough too.
lifes weird right now and i am unsure about so many things. i guess i will see where all of this leads myself.