oh no you guys....
I'm having MAJOR regrets!
I sent an email to Alex basically confessing my feelings for him and telling how it hurts me when he acts like a jerk... blah blah blah... and now I feel like I never should've clicked that "send" button! I mean, lately he's really been acting like a jerk and flaking out on a lot of stuff... and that really hurts me and eats at me inside. So, with the help of a couple really great friends, I got up the nerve to tell him how I felt. But I'm so scared that he'll get it and things will be awkward between us...
I know Jen and Court are right when they say he shouldn't get away with treating me the way he does, and he should be shown how it hurts me... and I'M the best person that could do that... no one else. I just don't want to see the friendship go down the drains because I said something to scare him off. I'm sorry Jen and Court, but I can't help but feel nervous about this, ya know? What if he gets it and thinks, "Well, if she thinks I'm a jerk, then I'll just continue to act like one..." or something like that. I've had MANY good times with him, too... and I don't want him to think that I've completely forgotten about those... cause I haven't. But it's those times that constantly dwell on my mind and make me think, "Does he really like to be with me... or is it all an act?"
ok... I'm sorry... I'll stop know... I just had to let that out...
I sent an email to Alex basically confessing my feelings for him and telling how it hurts me when he acts like a jerk... blah blah blah... and now I feel like I never should've clicked that "send" button! I mean, lately he's really been acting like a jerk and flaking out on a lot of stuff... and that really hurts me and eats at me inside. So, with the help of a couple really great friends, I got up the nerve to tell him how I felt. But I'm so scared that he'll get it and things will be awkward between us...
I know Jen and Court are right when they say he shouldn't get away with treating me the way he does, and he should be shown how it hurts me... and I'M the best person that could do that... no one else. I just don't want to see the friendship go down the drains because I said something to scare him off. I'm sorry Jen and Court, but I can't help but feel nervous about this, ya know? What if he gets it and thinks, "Well, if she thinks I'm a jerk, then I'll just continue to act like one..." or something like that. I've had MANY good times with him, too... and I don't want him to think that I've completely forgotten about those... cause I haven't. But it's those times that constantly dwell on my mind and make me think, "Does he really like to be with me... or is it all an act?"
ok... I'm sorry... I'll stop know... I just had to let that out...