excuse: lame computer
Man.... it seems like forever since I last got to update my LJ... my computer has been acting up and I haven't been able to get online in a couple weeks. Thanks, once again, to Court and Jen for the MANY MANY emails... I feel so loved! LOL...
Well... let's see... graduation... I still can't believe we're graduated... Jen just pointed out to me on Monday that now we're actually ADULTS-- then, of course, Court jumps in and says, "I'm not, because I'm only 17!!" and skips away-- but it's so hard to believe. Adn I realize that it hasn't even been a week, but I already miss seeing my friends everyday all together... but luckily I have been able to hang out with all of them a few times already.
Then... there comes "him"... I know we have this whole summer to do stuff, but still. I'd hate to see nothing ever happen just because we were both to afraid to do anything... but I feel like I've done almost everything I could. I know that most people probably would have given up by now and said "it's not meant to be"... but for some reason I can't... it's like there's something inside me telling me NOT to give up everytime I try to. So... I'm just waiting I guess... but I'm very impatient when it comes to this I guess!
And... this summer I'm supposed to go to Europe for a month, but I no longer want to or are ABLE (because of college stuff)... so now I'm faced woth telling my dad, grandma and cousin this... cause they were the ones going with me. It's so hard, but they're gonna have to understand... I'm just scared that they're gonna be disappointed in me for waiting so long to tell them.... pray for me you guys... please...
I love all of guys mucho!!
~Nugget
Well... let's see... graduation... I still can't believe we're graduated... Jen just pointed out to me on Monday that now we're actually ADULTS-- then, of course, Court jumps in and says, "I'm not, because I'm only 17!!" and skips away-- but it's so hard to believe. Adn I realize that it hasn't even been a week, but I already miss seeing my friends everyday all together... but luckily I have been able to hang out with all of them a few times already.
Then... there comes "him"... I know we have this whole summer to do stuff, but still. I'd hate to see nothing ever happen just because we were both to afraid to do anything... but I feel like I've done almost everything I could. I know that most people probably would have given up by now and said "it's not meant to be"... but for some reason I can't... it's like there's something inside me telling me NOT to give up everytime I try to. So... I'm just waiting I guess... but I'm very impatient when it comes to this I guess!
And... this summer I'm supposed to go to Europe for a month, but I no longer want to or are ABLE (because of college stuff)... so now I'm faced woth telling my dad, grandma and cousin this... cause they were the ones going with me. It's so hard, but they're gonna have to understand... I'm just scared that they're gonna be disappointed in me for waiting so long to tell them.... pray for me you guys... please...
I love all of guys mucho!!
~Nugget