man do i feel guilty...
Today WAS a good day...
I donated blood... I was nervous as HECK, though! You should have seen me! But, as I was laying on the cot-thing, thinking "Get this needle out of me!!" I thought to myself... "You know what... I'm saving 3 lives... I wish it would've only taken a pint of blood to save Lauren. You know... this one's for Lauren! I'm doin this for her!" and I all of a sudden felt as calm and relaxed as one possibly could. So, I did a good thing... and all it took was a little pinch of pain.
School was good today... we got our prom pics... they are sooo great! I love them! ...but at lunch, Jen wasn't feeling all too great. I HATE to see her like that... it makes me feel so bad. But, Jen, I'm glad you talked to Mr. Campbell and got that all figured out... I hope the Jen disorder stops and finally goes away!
And... now Court is in a tough situation... one that makes me want to cry. But, Court, just be strong... remember that love should be unconditional, especially within a family. But you can't just sit back and let her drag you down... you HAVE to stand up for yourself sometimes. It will all work out for the better... God will help you through...
much love ya'll ~Candice
I donated blood... I was nervous as HECK, though! You should have seen me! But, as I was laying on the cot-thing, thinking "Get this needle out of me!!" I thought to myself... "You know what... I'm saving 3 lives... I wish it would've only taken a pint of blood to save Lauren. You know... this one's for Lauren! I'm doin this for her!" and I all of a sudden felt as calm and relaxed as one possibly could. So, I did a good thing... and all it took was a little pinch of pain.
School was good today... we got our prom pics... they are sooo great! I love them! ...but at lunch, Jen wasn't feeling all too great. I HATE to see her like that... it makes me feel so bad. But, Jen, I'm glad you talked to Mr. Campbell and got that all figured out... I hope the Jen disorder stops and finally goes away!
And... now Court is in a tough situation... one that makes me want to cry. But, Court, just be strong... remember that love should be unconditional, especially within a family. But you can't just sit back and let her drag you down... you HAVE to stand up for yourself sometimes. It will all work out for the better... God will help you through...
much love ya'll ~Candice