a long, and grueling start to break...
Well... today was just jammed pack w/ a whole lot of... well... NOTHING! I was sooo bored today, you don't even know! Geeze-louise! But, I guess it was nice to be able to sit back and relax...
However, when my sis came home from school today, she came upstairs saying that there is another school dance coming up, then started whining that she's gonna be going dateless again. So, I said," Ummm, Amanda, it's already my senior prom and it's the FIRST TIME I've ever had a date!" Then... w/ no hesitation at all, she says, "Yea, but I'm pretty!" I gave her this shocked look, and she tried to laugh it off like she was just joking, but it really hurt me! I mena, she's nothing special herself... but for her to make it seem like I've never had a date before was because I'm ugly made me feel like crap!Then I started thinking... "I really must be ugly for my sister to say that"... "no wonder I've never had a boyfriend, or even a date to a dance before"... "the only reason Alex asked me to prom was because he was pressured into it and felt bad for me!" It hurt me really bad! But then I started thinking... screw them! If someone has a problem w/ how I look... if I'm not "good enough" for them... then it's their loss! It's not all about looks and body type... although that's what people want you to believe... I KNOW that THAT'S NOT what I look for in a guy at least! It's always the personality that stands out the most! That's all that should matter!
So yea... the moral to my story is... don't listen to rude younger siblings because they're stupid! You're beautiful JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!
I LOVE YA'LL MUCHO, W/ ALL MY HEART!! Don't you ever forget it either!
Much Love... Candice
However, when my sis came home from school today, she came upstairs saying that there is another school dance coming up, then started whining that she's gonna be going dateless again. So, I said," Ummm, Amanda, it's already my senior prom and it's the FIRST TIME I've ever had a date!" Then... w/ no hesitation at all, she says, "Yea, but I'm pretty!" I gave her this shocked look, and she tried to laugh it off like she was just joking, but it really hurt me! I mena, she's nothing special herself... but for her to make it seem like I've never had a date before was because I'm ugly made me feel like crap!Then I started thinking... "I really must be ugly for my sister to say that"... "no wonder I've never had a boyfriend, or even a date to a dance before"... "the only reason Alex asked me to prom was because he was pressured into it and felt bad for me!" It hurt me really bad! But then I started thinking... screw them! If someone has a problem w/ how I look... if I'm not "good enough" for them... then it's their loss! It's not all about looks and body type... although that's what people want you to believe... I KNOW that THAT'S NOT what I look for in a guy at least! It's always the personality that stands out the most! That's all that should matter!
So yea... the moral to my story is... don't listen to rude younger siblings because they're stupid! You're beautiful JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!
I LOVE YA'LL MUCHO, W/ ALL MY HEART!! Don't you ever forget it either!
Much Love... Candice