Sep 22, 2007 17:36
So I feel like I haven't updated this thing in forever and a day. So perhaps I should catch you guys up with my life first.
1. Well I have been working my ass off at Olney theatre center. Not only am I in charge of all house managers, but I have a lot of front of house duties that I am taking on. As well as working on fixing some of the things that I see could be better. Not so much money makers, but things that could add to the feeling of the theatre. As well as that I am also Assistant to the director for one of the mainstage shows that we are teching the show as I am writting to you guys. It has been a good process. The director is this big Broadway producer. He prodced "Thoroughly Modern Millie", "Fiddler on the Roof" and "La cage". He is a very nice guy and a really good director and has let me have much more input on the directing process then an assistant to the director should have. So he has been treating me more like an assistant director. It has been nice. I have been doing great in all my jobs and getting great feedback.
2. Other then that life has sucked more then it has in about a year. I don't know if it is the change to fall that puts my social life and emotional and relationship life into a living hell, but thats right where it goes. So the long and the short of it is...there is this girl that I like at the theatre. I thought she was kinda interested in me. I think that was wrong...cause about 2 weeks into flirting with her...she turned a cold shoulder to me. So I still like her and really want to get to know her and maybe build up to whatever, but I think she now has this thing for this other guy at the theatre...and well it really gets me down. It always happens like this. I get interested in someone and they are like oh you are awesome and well I totaly would date you, but I am not dating. Then they get interested in this other guy and they see them for a while and boom I am left on the way side feeling like an idiot. Well this is not really like that, but close. I still would like to get to know her, but I know that something is going to happen and I am going to feel horrible and end up just taking myself out of hanging out with anyone involved. I would just leave.
So other then that I am working with great actors. Great production crews. I am just drained and tired. I need like a week off. And I also need for people to show they love me more...lee needs some people just to snuggle with me...thats all...so if you guys could make that happen, that would be great.