Is this a good thing?
Liz came over today. We're just about in love with eachother and I won't get into it right now. The point is I really like her. She got here around 12:30 and we just chilled on the couch and watched comedy central presents. She loves Brian reagan. Maybe because he's as goofy and random as I am. I'll reflect on that one. She also liked lewis black and I was proud of her because she needs to be more angry sometimes. She needs to get to the front of the line, be somebody! "Doesn't that make you so angry, you just want to hit him. Well not him cause he's big. But don't you want to hit that guy next to you! Maybe not him cause he's big too. Don't you just wanna hit that kid next to hime?! *PUNCH* Take that macho man randy savage!!!" lol. I'd love it if she just said that. So eventually we went upstairs and my mom walked in on us doing....things. We were just making out...in an awkward position. lol. Sorry mom ^.^;; After that I decided to let her cool off cause I don't like to be around her when she's mad o_0;; We went to caz. I love the park because there's so many trees and it's quiet ( most of the time ) you can just get away from everyone and sit down by the creek and look at the water go by. We found Tim there and got food at BK, went back to my house, later tim. Tims awesome. He really needs to get his life together though...He's living in the park sometimes and he doesn't have a job anymore. Poor tim. It's like SLC punk all over again. Now I just need Ian to die from getting drunk and taking pills and i'm steve-o! Anyways, we chilled and watched saw special edition cause she's never even seen it before.
(Here's where the reflecting and thinking is)
I really like Liz. She's everything I could ask for. Also, nobody has loved me like her since Chelsea. And i'm still hurting from her. Do I really want to get into another Long term relationship and risk being hurt that badly again? At least I won't hurt from Chelsea anymore. I loved, and still love chelsea with all my heart but when she speaks to me or IM's me it's like her ripping out my heart. Do I want to feel that way with Liz? All that matters right now I suppose is that she loves me and we're together.
<3 Bono fixes it sometimes <3
(Here's where the reflecting and thinking is)
I really like Liz. She's everything I could ask for. Also, nobody has loved me like her since Chelsea. And i'm still hurting from her. Do I really want to get into another Long term relationship and risk being hurt that badly again? At least I won't hurt from Chelsea anymore. I loved, and still love chelsea with all my heart but when she speaks to me or IM's me it's like her ripping out my heart. Do I want to feel that way with Liz? All that matters right now I suppose is that she loves me and we're together.
<3 Bono fixes it sometimes <3