I got Kevin GOOOOOOOD tonight.
Check out this AIM conversation to find out just how good!
Laudanum Dreams (1:14:13 AM): mais la
Embrace 13 89 (1:14:35 AM): Yo.
Laudanum Dreams (1:14:40 AM): wow
Laudanum Dreams (1:14:42 AM): you're still awake
Embrace 13 89 (1:14:47 AM): Yup.
Embrace 13 89 (1:15:18 AM): I would really like to talk with someone right now.
Laudanum Dreams (1:15:36 AM): okay
Laudanum Dreams (1:15:38 AM): what's up?
Laudanum Dreams (1:16:15 AM): or would you rather phone it?
Embrace 13 89 (1:16:24 AM): Nah, I'm allright here.
Laudanum Dreams (1:16:27 AM): okay
Laudanum Dreams (1:16:29 AM): what's up then?
Embrace 13 89 (1:16:40 AM): I'm just sitting here. Which I shouldn't be.
Embrace 13 89 (1:16:55 AM): I have no idea why, but I get sad when I sit and think.
Laudanum Dreams (1:17:15 AM): you should be sleeping. meh.
Embrace 13 89 (1:17:19 AM): :-P.
Laudanum Dreams (1:17:20 AM): what are you thinking about, though?
Embrace 13 89 (1:17:27 AM): Nothing in particular.
Embrace 13 89 (1:17:39 AM): But right now, I feel like I need to be loved.
Embrace 13 89 (1:17:47 AM): I feel like I should be in love...
Embrace 13 89 (1:18:56 AM): I think the only things worth living for are knowledge and love.
Embrace 13 89 (1:19:14 AM): Knowledge I have. Love I do not.
Laudanum Dreams (1:19:44 AM): love will come.
Embrace 13 89 (1:20:14 AM): I'm not worried about it coming.
Embrace 13 89 (1:20:30 AM): I've always told myself life will give you everything you deserve or need.
Embrace 13 89 (1:20:36 AM): I know it'll come...
Laudanum Dreams (1:20:45 AM): but?
Embrace 13 89 (1:21:03 AM): My heart longs for it to hurry, but my mind says you never be must too rash or in a hurry.
Embrace 13 89 (1:21:19 AM): You must never be*
Laudanum Dreams (1:21:23 AM): rushing into things proves flawed and fatal at times
Embrace 13 89 (1:21:28 AM): Indeed.
Laudanum Dreams (1:22:00 AM): leaping blindly into something = bad. relax. let it sweep over you in a natural way.
Embrace 13 89 (1:22:20 AM): So, as I have for many years, I give into the wise thoughts of my mind; while the romantic yearnings of my heart are pushed until tomorrow.
Embrace 13 89 (1:22:34 AM): But tomorrow never comes.
Laudanum Dreams (1:22:40 AM): but.
Laudanum Dreams (1:22:43 AM): you're just sixteen.
Embrace 13 89 (1:22:51 AM): I keep forgetting that...
Laudanum Dreams (1:22:51 AM): it's a rare thing for anyone to find love that young.
Laudanum Dreams (1:23:03 AM): especially when surrounded by stupid people.
Laudanum Dreams (1:23:08 AM): you are surrounded by stupid people.
Laudanum Dreams (1:23:10 AM): but!
Laudanum Dreams (1:23:13 AM): soon you won't be.
Embrace 13 89 (1:23:50 AM): Well, according to various sources, the majority of gays there like to sleep around.
Laudanum Dreams (1:24:06 AM): but not all of them.
Laudanum Dreams (1:24:08 AM): plus
Laudanum Dreams (1:24:20 AM): there's a whole new class of homogays entering both LSMSA and NSU
Laudanum Dreams (1:24:24 AM): they won't all be sluts
Embrace 13 89 (1:24:35 AM): Homogays? lol
Laudanum Dreams (1:24:54 AM): mmhmm.
Laudanum Dreams (1:24:56 AM): homogays.
Embrace 13 89 (1:25:05 AM): Explain.
Embrace 13 89 (1:25:15 AM): Or are you just being creative?
Embrace 13 89 (1:25:24 AM): Usually your word inventions have a meaning.
Laudanum Dreams (1:25:42 AM): what's to explain? homogays are homosexuals who happen to be gay.
Embrace 13 89 (1:26:02 AM): *blinks*
Embrace 13 89 (1:26:09 AM): Aren't all homosexuals gay?
Embrace 13 89 (1:26:18 AM): Except for the notable exception of lesbians.
Laudanum Dreams (1:26:31 AM): of course not!
Laudanum Dreams (1:26:40 AM): some are sad
Laudanum Dreams (1:26:59 AM): but most of the homos going to LSMSA and NSU are happy, so they're homogays
Embrace 13 89 (1:27:12 AM): Happy homosexuals?
Laudanum Dreams (1:27:15 AM): exactly
Embrace 13 89 (1:27:26 AM): And I'd be a homosexual?
Laudanum Dreams (1:27:29 AM): as in not self-piteous and self-hating
Laudanum Dreams (1:27:34 AM): aren't you?
Laudanum Dreams (1:27:45 AM): a homosexual, that is
Embrace 13 89 (1:27:50 AM): Yes, yes.
Laudanum Dreams (1:27:55 AM): i thought so.
Laudanum Dreams (1:27:57 AM): so!
Embrace 13 89 (1:28:00 AM): lol:-P
Laudanum Dreams (1:28:00 AM): homogay :-P
Embrace 13 89 (1:28:15 AM): I doubt a guy from NSU would want a junior in high school, lol.
Laudanum Dreams (1:28:24 AM): you'd be surprised
Embrace 13 89 (1:28:58 AM): Surprise me.
Laudanum Dreams (1:29:13 AM): okay
Laudanum Dreams (1:29:16 AM): you want a surprise?
Embrace 13 89 (1:29:17 AM): I'm in the mood for surprises.
Embrace 13 89 (1:29:18 AM): Yes.
Embrace 13 89 (1:29:28 AM): I'm also very angry with the fuck of a god called God.
Laudanum Dreams (1:29:45 AM): i'm secretly heterosexual. i've been doing the whole bi thing as part of research for my sociology thesis
Embrace 13 89 (1:29:58 AM): *blinks*
Embrace 13 89 (1:30:10 AM): *blinks*
Laudanum Dreams (1:30:20 AM): but don't tell -anyone-
Embrace 13 89 (1:30:35 AM): Are you serious?
Laudanum Dreams (1:30:38 AM): yeah.
Embrace 13 89 (1:30:49 AM): *blinks*....
Laudanum Dreams (1:30:51 AM): i'm not even an english major.
Laudanum Dreams (1:30:58 AM): i'm a sociology major.
Laudanum Dreams (1:31:08 AM): english minor, though.
Embrace 13 89 (1:31:12 AM): French?
Laudanum Dreams (1:31:19 AM): no, no french.
Laudanum Dreams (1:31:47 AM): well, i speak a little, but i'm not pursuing it
Embrace 13 89 (1:32:08 AM): OK, Mr. Sociology. Assess my character. Yes, there's a very distinct difference between psychology and sociology, but you should be able to do it.
Laudanum Dreams (1:32:27 AM): heh. actually, i don't care if you believe me or not.
Embrace 13 89 (1:32:40 AM): I'm playing along.
Laudanum Dreams (1:32:45 AM): i just wanted to surprise you, and, yeah. i think you're pleasantly surprised.
Embrace 13 89 (1:32:47 AM): I think.
Embrace 13 89 (1:33:03 AM): Please tell me the truth, lol. I don't like that kind of surprises.
Laudanum Dreams (1:33:10 AM): i am telling you the truth.
Embrace 13 89 (1:33:26 AM): I rather you as bi.
Laudanum Dreams (1:33:26 AM): what a person will do for a damned amazing master's thesis surprises a lot of people
Embrace 13 89 (1:33:41 AM): You're not even done with undergrad...
Laudanum Dreams (1:33:46 AM): i don't have to be
Laudanum Dreams (1:33:54 AM): ull has the program where i can work toward both at the same time
Embrace 13 89 (1:34:19 AM): You're making me sadder. Please lie to me.
Laudanum Dreams (1:34:24 AM): lulz
Laudanum Dreams (1:34:27 AM): don't be sad
Laudanum Dreams (1:34:30 AM): this is good news
Embrace 13 89 (1:34:34 AM): How?
Laudanum Dreams (1:34:50 AM): because now i can let you beta read my thesis when i start writing it
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:02 AM): BUT I RATHER YOU AS BI!
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:04 AM): lol
Laudanum Dreams (1:35:07 AM): haha why?
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:17 AM): Straight people tend to bore me at times.
Laudanum Dreams (1:35:26 AM): have i bored you?
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:26 AM): I'm joking, lol.
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:40 AM): Being bi is woven into who you are.
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:48 AM): Well, at least, what I perceive you to be.
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:51 AM): Being bi is you.
Laudanum Dreams (1:36:12 AM): sexual preference has little to do with my mannerisms.
Embrace 13 89 (1:36:20 AM): It's one of the many facets that you make Kyle.
Laudanum Dreams (1:36:23 AM): and besides, i am an actor.
Embrace 13 89 (1:36:28 AM): It's not a preference.
Laudanum Dreams (1:36:42 AM): what's that?
Embrace 13 89 (1:36:57 AM): A sexual orientation is not a preference.
Laudanum Dreams (1:37:02 AM): eh, you know what i meant.
Embrace 13 89 (1:37:38 AM): Can we switch topics? I really don't like this one....
Laudanum Dreams (1:37:44 AM): why not?
Embrace 13 89 (1:37:47 AM): I feel like Harper on Angels in America.
Embrace 13 89 (1:38:11 AM): I just don't.
Laudanum Dreams (1:38:13 AM): i still have yet to see that.
Embrace 13 89 (1:38:18 AM): You should.
Embrace 13 89 (1:38:21 AM): I'm in love with it.
Laudanum Dreams (1:38:22 AM): i know i should.
Laudanum Dreams (1:38:26 AM): it's good for research.
Embrace 13 89 (1:38:31 AM): Especially when the Mormom gets undressed.
Embrace 13 89 (1:38:40 AM): There's something erotic about nude Mormons...
Laudanum Dreams (1:38:47 AM): eh.
Laudanum Dreams (1:38:49 AM): *shrug*
Embrace 13 89 (1:38:57 AM): He has a nice cock, too.
Laudanum Dreams (1:39:01 AM): that's good.
Embrace 13 89 (1:39:09 AM): Well, I looked on the internet for a close-up, heh.
Laudanum Dreams (1:39:16 AM): *shakes head*
Laudanum Dreams (1:39:22 AM): i wanna talk about my research.
Embrace 13 89 (1:39:26 AM): I don't.
Laudanum Dreams (1:39:37 AM): can i use you for some of my research?
Embrace 13 89 (1:39:41 AM): No.
Laudanum Dreams (1:39:44 AM): oh ok.
Laudanum Dreams (1:39:46 AM): that's a shame.
Embrace 13 89 (1:40:01 AM): I feel like a parent being mad at their son or daughter for admitting they're gay, lol.
Laudanum Dreams (1:40:07 AM): wow.
Embrace 13 89 (1:40:13 AM): Except, you're saying you're straight.
Laudanum Dreams (1:40:15 AM): oh noes, kyle admitted he was straight.
Laudanum Dreams (1:40:21 AM): lulz.
Laudanum Dreams (1:40:33 AM): who'd have thought that that would have negative impacts?
Embrace 13 89 (1:40:36 AM): I'm officially sad, lol.
Laudanum Dreams (1:41:01 AM): don't be.
Embrace 13 89 signed on at 1:41:28 AM.
Embrace 13 89 (1:41:34 AM): And I don't want any of them to be homosexual...
Embrace 13 89 (1:41:40 AM): I don't want my life for them.
Laudanum Dreams (1:41:40 AM): i missed some stuff there.
Embrace 13 89 (1:41:48 AM): Like what?
Laudanum Dreams (1:41:56 AM): the last thing i got was "i'm officially sad, lol."
Embrace 13 89 (1:42:12 AM): Embrace 13 89 (1:35:01 AM): I know, huh?
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:10 AM): I want children when I get older.
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:14 AM): Artificial insemination
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:15 AM): .
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:23 AM): I want 5.
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:35 AM): And I don't want any of them to be homosexual...
Embrace 13 89 (1:35:41 AM): I don't want my life for them.
Laudanum Dreams (1:42:30 AM): oh.
Laudanum Dreams (1:42:32 AM): well
Laudanum Dreams (1:42:48 AM): i was going to say, in response to your "i'm officially sad" statement, that you shouldn't be sad.
Laudanum Dreams (1:42:58 AM): because, surprise, happy late april fool's day :-P
Embrace 13 89 (1:43:22 AM): You fucking asshole.