Merry Christmas
This is what heartbreak feels like.
My boyfriend broke up with me tonight. He was the very first boyfriend I had. I was always down because I was 21 and hadn't had one relationship yet. Finally, this year, it happened. I met Tim and we hit it off. We didn't have much in common when it came to music and movies, but being with him showed me that I care more about who the person is than what they listen to or watch.
I could tell something was on his mind, so I made him tell me in his car. He told me the news and it hit me like a truck. I wasn't expecting it. The thing is, I was beginning to fall in love with him and to hear him say that any initial feelings for me he had faded awhile ago was painful to hear, literally painful. My stomach sunk and I had this pain in my chest. At first I didn't know what to say. I still don't.
Despite this heartache, he was the best first boyfriend I could have ever hoped for. I feel as though it was barely going somewhere and now this. I was alone in that thought.
We kissed for the last time as a couple, and that was the end.
My boyfriend broke up with me tonight. He was the very first boyfriend I had. I was always down because I was 21 and hadn't had one relationship yet. Finally, this year, it happened. I met Tim and we hit it off. We didn't have much in common when it came to music and movies, but being with him showed me that I care more about who the person is than what they listen to or watch.
I could tell something was on his mind, so I made him tell me in his car. He told me the news and it hit me like a truck. I wasn't expecting it. The thing is, I was beginning to fall in love with him and to hear him say that any initial feelings for me he had faded awhile ago was painful to hear, literally painful. My stomach sunk and I had this pain in my chest. At first I didn't know what to say. I still don't.
Despite this heartache, he was the best first boyfriend I could have ever hoped for. I feel as though it was barely going somewhere and now this. I was alone in that thought.
We kissed for the last time as a couple, and that was the end.