LAME-ASS
Right now I am quite sad. As uneloquent as that sounds, it is definitely true. I hung out with Andy and Helen tonight after work. We went to the movies, and after it was over, I fell down the stairs while *attempting* to walk down them. I usually don't care about embarassing myself in front of people, but this time I did. I still feel so idiotic and stupid. I fell in such a geeky way too and kinda made a lame utterance while on my way down. I will really miss them, especially Andy....I didn't even hug them, lame. I don't know why I feel so sad, come to think of it. Is it because everyone laughed at me when I fell down the stairs? Is it because my "last" night (for a while) with friends didn't go exactly as planned? Is it because tonight reminded me of how hard it will be to say goodbye to everybody...some of them forever??? Whatever. I'm going to Scotland and France now, see ya.