Man...

[dansparagonbaby]

I haven't written in this thing in so long.. Damn long. I've been feeling of shit since as long as I can remember. I bleed again, I hurt again, and I cry once again. My friends are starting to hate me for no real reason, and I hate when that happens because it ALWAYS DOES. My best friend rarely talks to me, and I rarely talk to him because it always seems like he doesn't want to talk.. My ex is still stalking me and trying to get on my good side. My sister is becoming an ass and hurting herself to be like me, lying, and making me want to put a knife through her throat to let some anger out. She's been verbally, and physically abusive, and no one here seems to mind. My dad's been a prick to my room mate, fighting in front of me every chance they get, my mom has been too busy to call me in 4 days, she's also been buying me off so I can love her more than my dad when I hate both. My grandma's here and making me feel like I'm an idiot by trying to correct everything I do. My dog's getting older by the minute and slower by the minute, so now when I look into her eyes I see an aging dog who is 11, and soon ending... I don't want to lose her too... God I love my dog, she's been all that I've really had for the past 11 years. Not even my parents could fill her piece of my heart. So much god damned shit has been wrecking my mind. The only tiny piece of good that's coming up is my birthday is coming up February 9th, little less than two months. I can't wait to be a step closer to driving so I can run over tourists around here, they all SUCK! all those damned old shits walking out in the middle of the road on the strip, and in my intersections will pay for giving us the finger when they walk across the street on a green lite.

I'm going insane... Tell me a joke, then shoot me, so I can die laughing.

-Katt.