Stop fucking with my head...before you push me and I wind up dead...
Nothing else matters...except Dan. :*( Yesterday was fucking shit. I wish we could just erase it and then everything would be peachy again. Dan also had a bad night...he got into an actual fist fight with his mom's boyfriend and was holding a 12 gauge ready to shoot him if he came back. I had to try and reason with him and talk him into putting the gun away...I think I may have gotten him to tho. I just wish all this shit wouldn't have happened. I don't need it in my life right now...and it makes me REALLY unhappy that Dan is unhappy. I love him, so much. Like I have said many times before, he is my world and I would be lost without him. I am gonna get to see him later like planned...so I think I'm just gonna hold him close and tell him everything I feel about him, and how much he really means to me and how much I really love him. God, I've been crying and shaking for hours. I think I'm gonna go to bed and try to sleep it off.