Damn him!
So, I was all set to be pissed off at myself and not go to dinner today... when Brandon calls me. He couldn't sleep. He thought I was mad at him - I can understand why, I only hung up on him practically.... but just so he couldn't hear me crying really - but I wasn't I was mad at my self.
I don't know what's going on with this relationship. I fucked up big time. I don't know if there is any coming back to where we were. Maybe the best thing to do *cringes* is to break up. I don't want to do that, but I don't want to ruin anything that we have either. I would miss that too much. *sighs*
Oh well.
I don't know what's going on with this relationship. I fucked up big time. I don't know if there is any coming back to where we were. Maybe the best thing to do *cringes* is to break up. I don't want to do that, but I don't want to ruin anything that we have either. I would miss that too much. *sighs*
Oh well.