the boys are back in town
so........got a little on my mind.me and adam are taking a break because he says he needs time to himself.so here i am waiting to exhale.but you know its not all that bad.we made the mistake of spending every day together for the last 3 months and i suppose a lil room to breathe wouldnt hurt.in most relationships it helps and makes them stronger.im not worried bout him being with other girls or anything like that i trust what he says unless he gives me reason not to.and you know if he decides he doesnt want to be with me after this break thats life and ill get over it.as long as hes happy.i need to focus on my job right now anyways and i want him to go have fun and vent over the last 3 months because im just realizing how terribly stressed he is. and i hate that i added to it at all.but while we are apart i am thinking alot about independence just in case.i havent felt this way in a long time. i am very happy with him.even when we bicker i love him sooo much.always will no matter what.i just hope he doesnt break my lil <3 would be tragic but nevertheless another lesson learned from googled eyes and broken smiles.boys will be boys i suppose.and silly girls will always chase them.