its friday
december 19th
its amazing how you can actually take one date out of the year, and relflect on just that day, for the previous ten years.
can anyone take one calender day in a year, and come up with what happend on that day? for ten years? (not counting holidays)
i can.
anyways
whatsup lj, long long time huh
so many different emotions today...so many different emotions for 7 months now... jesus, its been that long already...jackson hole...the train station....what a dramatic last meaningful encounter, a kiss on the forehead, and a long walkway with no looking back....
life has its ups and downs. its easier for other people to simplify how they feel into general categories predetermined for them. no no no, not for me...i cant find a handle on how to feel, without feeling terrible feelings of guilt and fear.....
sometimes you let people down and there either was/wasnt something that couldve been done to succeed. maybe we dont determine our path, no matter how much money or control we have...it takes more than 2, and it does seem to take more than love?
upon reflection, thats a skewed view, because if i wasnted scorned i wouldnt be saying that
the sun shines for everyone
just not all the time
see you soon lj
its amazing how you can actually take one date out of the year, and relflect on just that day, for the previous ten years.
can anyone take one calender day in a year, and come up with what happend on that day? for ten years? (not counting holidays)
i can.
anyways
whatsup lj, long long time huh
so many different emotions today...so many different emotions for 7 months now... jesus, its been that long already...jackson hole...the train station....what a dramatic last meaningful encounter, a kiss on the forehead, and a long walkway with no looking back....
life has its ups and downs. its easier for other people to simplify how they feel into general categories predetermined for them. no no no, not for me...i cant find a handle on how to feel, without feeling terrible feelings of guilt and fear.....
sometimes you let people down and there either was/wasnt something that couldve been done to succeed. maybe we dont determine our path, no matter how much money or control we have...it takes more than 2, and it does seem to take more than love?
upon reflection, thats a skewed view, because if i wasnted scorned i wouldnt be saying that
the sun shines for everyone
just not all the time
see you soon lj