maybe it's all my perception, and i hope it is
hanging out in miami. i forgot how unbelievably hot it gets down here! i went to the beach saturday...oy vey! we left within an hour and half because we were baking. another reason i don't miss this city! but i'll try not to complain about miami too much. i came down here to see the little sisters graduate. sarah graduated from PBA on friday evening. i am so proud of her; she has to work twice as hard as the other kids do (academically), and yet she always has a great attitude. she received a special award for that very accomplishment at the ceremony. (and yes, of course, i cried.) i remember my own graduated from PBA...shannon, sarah and i all attended that school. i started there in 1st grade which was...1991 (i had to stop and think about it) and now 14 years later, we have all finished there. wow. shannon graduates from coral reef on wednesday. i am pretty sure i will cry at that ceremony too. i just can't believe how grown up they both are. i feel old, and i'm only their sister! :)
other than that, i'm kinda bored down here. i want to go out and have fun, but i'm only close with a few people that still live in miami. not to mention, i am staying in my parents house, and i don't want to do anything that is disrespectful or would set a bad example for shannon and sarah. it's so odd having to worry about anyone besides myself. i'm not used to having to be accountable to anyone else. it's nice to be part of the "family dynamic" again, but it's also nice to come and go as i so please. oh and now having my car here is slightly aggravating too. i'll live...in a week, i'll be back in tallahassee and missing my family. life's always a trade.
i watched the indy 500 this afternoon. good race. danica patrick sure showed a lot of promise for a rookie (not to mention a female rookie!). it will be interesting to see how the rest of the season works out for her. hopefully she will be able to avoid more "rookie mistakes". i'm sure she inspired a million little girls, who are at home in bed dreaming about becoming a race car driver when they grow up.
i wish i had something fun planned for memorial day tomorrow. ashley, adam and justin have been having fun at the river this weekend. chase is on a trip with kyle and amanda. it seems like everybody else has some big plans for memorial weekend. but not me. (oh and not amanda either, because the poor girl is sick. but hey, at least she's in NYC! of course so people would say the same for me being in miami. oh well.) i'm kinda jealous. but who knows, maybe something fun will come up tomorrow. i'm just frustrated right now. i hate waiting for things, and feeling like i'm not a priority. [oh, and i really hate being interrupted, especially when what i'm talking about is really important to me!] maybe it's all my perception, and i hope it is. i just can't get past this state of mind. i have so many good things going on right now, and yet i focus on the one thing that isn't working out like i want it to. how silly is that? i need to go relax. relaxing will help. bye!
other than that, i'm kinda bored down here. i want to go out and have fun, but i'm only close with a few people that still live in miami. not to mention, i am staying in my parents house, and i don't want to do anything that is disrespectful or would set a bad example for shannon and sarah. it's so odd having to worry about anyone besides myself. i'm not used to having to be accountable to anyone else. it's nice to be part of the "family dynamic" again, but it's also nice to come and go as i so please. oh and now having my car here is slightly aggravating too. i'll live...in a week, i'll be back in tallahassee and missing my family. life's always a trade.
i watched the indy 500 this afternoon. good race. danica patrick sure showed a lot of promise for a rookie (not to mention a female rookie!). it will be interesting to see how the rest of the season works out for her. hopefully she will be able to avoid more "rookie mistakes". i'm sure she inspired a million little girls, who are at home in bed dreaming about becoming a race car driver when they grow up.
i wish i had something fun planned for memorial day tomorrow. ashley, adam and justin have been having fun at the river this weekend. chase is on a trip with kyle and amanda. it seems like everybody else has some big plans for memorial weekend. but not me. (oh and not amanda either, because the poor girl is sick. but hey, at least she's in NYC! of course so people would say the same for me being in miami. oh well.) i'm kinda jealous. but who knows, maybe something fun will come up tomorrow. i'm just frustrated right now. i hate waiting for things, and feeling like i'm not a priority. [oh, and i really hate being interrupted, especially when what i'm talking about is really important to me!] maybe it's all my perception, and i hope it is. i just can't get past this state of mind. i have so many good things going on right now, and yet i focus on the one thing that isn't working out like i want it to. how silly is that? i need to go relax. relaxing will help. bye!