hugging drunk
tally-ho! rode 27 all the way back to town tonight (got in much earlier, have just been up thinking) with ashley. have decided that we need to make more road trips, just so we can have a chance to talk. i love her, and adam too. [actually i love alot of people.] spent last night at the river. got "hugging drunk" as chase referred to it. no fun. too much on brain to throw alcohol in the mix. oh well, too late now. still had a pretty good time, despite tears and extreme cold. got to hang with michelle and enjoy the hilarious banter and disgusting jokes that i can only expect out of that group of friends. (don't know if disgusting really describes their level of humor.) back in my real life...still waiting on test results. holding breath: have turned multiple shades of blue...might reconsider my waiting strategy. seriously worried, but have come to realize that nothing i do will change what the tests say, just need to accept that and move on. i just want a "normal life"...(as i repeated about 20 times through tears saturday night)...but it's not in my control, so i need to (in the immortal words of the eagles...) "get over it". trying, hard. everyone is so great for dealing with me, while i work through all this. anyway. chase got the satellite radio set up. i played with it all day saturday. i want one! but i should probably look into getting a new car first. yea, probably. i should also probably look into getting some sleep. yea, good idea. night! stay warm everybody!