*sigh*
I am a perfect mess. And all I want is to be loved - is that so hard? I am a wreck. Out of nowhere. I wish I could break this...who am I kidding? If I really wanted to break this, I would have...I would now. I am in love with this and the way it makes me feel. It will never be enough
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"And all I want is to be loved -is that so hard?" It is the hardest thing on earth. By myself, I cannot love you, love anyone. Only by the aide of a natural lover do I even pretend to love. Do not despair...all of us down here lack love. That's the biggest problem in the world. We all need love.
"If I really wanted to break this, I would have...I would now." Whether or not you want to break out of something, and whether or not you can are completely different. It may be that you have every means to break out, but none of the desire. Consider your desires, take note of your seeming infatuation with depression that you spell out later.
"But I've just been following you for so long that my eyes just can't adjust to the light...they just can't." Such hurt...trust, there is hope. There is always hope. Always hope.
"The closer I get to feeling the further that I'm feeling from all right. The more I step into the sun the more I step out of the light." Do not think you were meant only to feel good things. Our emotions work both ways. And don't be afraid when you "step into the sun" and feel all of your imperfections suddenly exposed. They are necessarily done so. We all have faults. They look best worn on the tip of your nose, where everyone can see them, and where everyone is jealous of where you've placed them.
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