Rant time
This is a general announcement, and not directed at anyone in particular, but I feel something must be said because more than a few people have said something like this to me.
Yes. I realize that I don't spend very much time with anyone anymore. Yes. I realize that I have not done anything socially since the beginning of January. Yes. I realize that I don't really do much of anything anymore with anyone.
Is it because I dont care about people? If you think it is, then I just want to say, Fuck you.
Thats right, Fuck you.
no, you.
I have 18 credit hours.
I am auditing another class.
I am in a community choir
I am currently working two jobs that puts me well over 40 hours a week workwise per week.
I barely ever have time to sleep more than 7 hours a night, let alone eat on a regular schedule. I eat at most two meals a day. Oh, and I still dont have a car, so I have to take the bus everywhere. Oh, and then when the bus is late, or early and then I miss it? I have to walk however many miles I need to, to get to where Im going. I have more than one blister on both of my feet right now, which I will be walking on all night, so I can make enough money to pay rent.
I am working my ass off right now, so I can scrape by and get myself out of debt. Im exhausted. Im stressed to the point that Im about to break. Im probably starving my body of the resourses it really needs to continue on like this. But right now, I am taking my own life into control, and getting my life back on track. If you can't deal with that, fuck you.
Thats right, Fuck you.
Yes. I realize that I don't spend very much time with anyone anymore. Yes. I realize that I have not done anything socially since the beginning of January. Yes. I realize that I don't really do much of anything anymore with anyone.
Is it because I dont care about people? If you think it is, then I just want to say, Fuck you.
Thats right, Fuck you.
no, you.
I have 18 credit hours.
I am auditing another class.
I am in a community choir
I am currently working two jobs that puts me well over 40 hours a week workwise per week.
I barely ever have time to sleep more than 7 hours a night, let alone eat on a regular schedule. I eat at most two meals a day. Oh, and I still dont have a car, so I have to take the bus everywhere. Oh, and then when the bus is late, or early and then I miss it? I have to walk however many miles I need to, to get to where Im going. I have more than one blister on both of my feet right now, which I will be walking on all night, so I can make enough money to pay rent.
I am working my ass off right now, so I can scrape by and get myself out of debt. Im exhausted. Im stressed to the point that Im about to break. Im probably starving my body of the resourses it really needs to continue on like this. But right now, I am taking my own life into control, and getting my life back on track. If you can't deal with that, fuck you.
Thats right, Fuck you.