Nov 04, 2008 18:47
Hi everybody! Hope you all are doing great :) I'm trying hard to do the same, and it looks like sometimes I succeed. Well, some glimspes of the European autumn are still here: I'm a sort of afraid of coming there... I don't want to. Same problems, same feelings, loads of work, running around like crazy - I really don't want to. Thank you, dear Delhi, dear Mumbai, dear everything here and dear those who helped me, directly and indirectly, to get rid of the abovementioned attributes at least for some time! I don't know how will I manage further, but... Change, please, do come!!! :) and Ill do everything to meet you in an appropriate way!
You may think that I'm just relaxing here and having days off. Nooooo, I never go anywhere to just relax and do nothing, can't afford it. For those who don't know: dance practise is a prior thing. However, apart of it I've learned a lot. For example: it was India, where nice, sweet and polite Katrina learned swearing. What to do, it's life :) What I'm trying to learn now, is just to enjoy what's going on. Pretty hard, as usually I'm far from being calm and relaxed mentally, I'm full of worries and contradictions, besides, all the problems are still here with me. But I really succeeded in the latest days. It's just so wonderful to be here, to have an unexpected delicious dinner after a dance performance, to wander around with friends, to let yourself be filled with admiration during the dance class, to enjoy the crescent moon at a right angle;) I know I may be doing incorrect things. Though they feel so great that I just dont want to think over... I'd better make some more sweet mmmm... mmmemories. They may taste of rose sorbet and these sweets with orange flavour one of the students had brought to the class today. Future memories - could it be the thing?
Looks like it was Halloween somewhere in the North.. I had Diwali here -and its much better. It was Diwali evening when I was having a talk with Alina aka Lunalin - and you know what? afterwards I really felt that actualy lots and lots of things, seemingly complicated, are possible and real. Why not?
Dear friends, very welcome to call me - whether you need anything or just for a chat. Just note we have 3.5 hours of time difference with LV and 4.5 with the rest of Europe, I suppose.)
mmmm... what else? To be continued!
Lots of love!!!
delhi,
india