Where you hang your hat.

Mar 18, 2011 23:16

So uh it's been forever, huh. Hi guys!

I'm hoooome. It's Spring Break and I'm home and I just showed my parents Company, and my couch is so comfortable and everything smells like home and this house. I love this house so much.

I'm one of those people who's lived their whole life in one place. Going to college...My room, really only half-mine, with its broken shades and its bright teapots and all the books and the late afternoon sunshine that welcomes me after class, that's all very well and good, and it's starting to feel like home, like somewhere I can be this level of comfortable. Chiara's house, too, has that quality, but I think that's just because I have overwhelmingly happy memories there. But this house, this house has nearly twenty years of a head start. It's incredible here. I can write so much better here - I can be alone so much better here - I feel like somehow I am so much better here, I don't know how to explain it.

I didn't get much of a Thanksgiving Break (There was. Drama) and Christmas Break was so short it was laughable, though I did get to unwind a bit. But somehow this feels like the first time I'll be home, really home, and really alone, in ages.

That's not to say I won't see my friends. Planning on dragging Tappy here by her hair if need be. Definitely seeing Tay and Jack and a few others, most likely. But my parents will be working and I'll have the house to myself and I'll be able to write and play videogames and go for long walks in the sun, maybe into Phoenixville to see what's playing, and cook myself breakfast and cook everyone dinner and just. Augh, I'm so glad to be here.

I love you all. Gonna go write Chasing Mercury until my girlfriend wakes up. Or maybe give in to temptation and play videogames instead. ♥

home, friends, me, tappy, zephyrocity's fault, what i'm writing these days, real life, chasing mercury

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