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Mar 16, 2006 19:18

Im sorry everyone I really am. I can't go on anymore, its just to much, im so sorry.I can't even believe im typing this I can't. But the pain is to much and seriosuly im going to meet whoever the hell created me. I can't take living this way anymore, I just can't go on anymore. I cant its hurts to much, I don't want to live in this world anymore. I jsut miss her so much, I can't stand jsut seeing her day in and day out, I love her so much I just can't stand it anymore. Its killign me, so Im going to see what I can do about that tonight. Im so sorry to everyonnee, I tried to press on I tried to get over her. I can't. I can't make it any longer.

Im sorry to my parents I always loved both of you so much I never wanted to leave this world and Im so glad I got to see both of you one last time over spring break, Im so happy I got to see both of you again, You both mean so mugh to me, I love you too more than I think either of you wille ver know, You to always pushed so hard, but I needed it. You two always made me happy no matter how bad things got. And im thinking about you even now. I will see both of you again soon, in the herafter.

Bart, im sorry, I am. I loved all the good times we had togehter and we had many, thanks for everything you have done for me you alwqys brought a smile to my face even when I felt the lowest I could get. I love you like a brother and I will see you soon in the afterlife/

Nic, you and me have been through everything til this year. I just can't push on anymore, I just can't and im sorry that I didn't go with yuo snowmobilign, it would have been fun but I needed to work this out and look where it got me. I love you too and everything we did togeter it made me happy, every minute of it.

Josh & Susan, Im sorry i brought you into this mess so much, Im so sorry I had to end it like this, I had fun every minute I was with you too, I just hope that you two are happy togehter and get married and livie happily ever after like I know you will. Have good lives, and live every minute for eachother as you are doing right now, I hope your lives are both long and prosporous.

Steph G, thanks for always talkign to me aabout everything, it made me feel better every moment I was around you.

My family im sorry I had to take this way out of life. But there wasn't muich other chouce I can't go on any longer. I love all of you and Im going to see all of you again sometime soon.

Stephanie, I loved you as though I have loved no one else. I wish you could have seen that and loved me back the same, I wish we could have been together and grown old together, Im sorry I was ready before you. Please send terriff and Jer my best, please. I hope you lead a life full of fun liek you always wanted but I could never give you. I hope you find someone too, and I hope your happy.

To eveeryone else, I loved everyone who was part of my life, but I can't handle being here anymore. I can't I wish I could have held out longer but I can't I jsut wish things were the way they were before. I wish I was still in love with her and her still in love with me, its all I ever wanted, I jsut wanted her. Sorry but I have to go start, the roomates are out of the room, and theirs no telling how long theyw ill be gone for..............

Dan
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