mornings
Shameful that at 37 I still find it difficult to pull myself out of bed. What's worse is a leisurely quiet morning at home with a cup of tea before work can sometimes be the one of best parts of the day.
Really glad I managed to convince myself to cycle in today. Once I was on my way, I realised that due to my schedule the only other day I can ride is Friday, which would mean twice this week. I must get myself to the point where a bit of morning rain doesn't put me off. I need to be riding 2-3 times per week at the least until ski trip. Keep me thinner, fitter, and less stressed.
And I am feeling the stress these days. Home is obviously a big part of this, both the emotional blow, and the practical consequences. And work is just building and building. Navigating all of this at once is difficult. I'm managing so far, but it is going to get harder from here.
Hopefully I will be able to manage a trip home in the autumn as well as two ski trips. If I can get my ducks in a row at work, being in the California sunshine for a week should help.
Really glad I managed to convince myself to cycle in today. Once I was on my way, I realised that due to my schedule the only other day I can ride is Friday, which would mean twice this week. I must get myself to the point where a bit of morning rain doesn't put me off. I need to be riding 2-3 times per week at the least until ski trip. Keep me thinner, fitter, and less stressed.
And I am feeling the stress these days. Home is obviously a big part of this, both the emotional blow, and the practical consequences. And work is just building and building. Navigating all of this at once is difficult. I'm managing so far, but it is going to get harder from here.
Hopefully I will be able to manage a trip home in the autumn as well as two ski trips. If I can get my ducks in a row at work, being in the California sunshine for a week should help.