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I would like to live with integrity, honesty, and passion. I would like to have high self-esteem and know that that is different from pride and greed. I would like healthy relationships with others, including romantic relationships. I would like to trust others enough to open up completely to them; baring my soul and having no fear of rejection; for even if such a thing occurred, I would still have my self-respect, and that is the most important thing. I would like to be an independent and strong woman who can take care of herself but is not afraid to lean on others for support. I don’t mind others leaning on me as well, as long as I only hold their hand and don’t chain my soul. I believe I have talents which can be used to make not only me happy, but as an added bonus make others happy as well. I am just one girl; I cannot change the world but I can change my world. I want to know who I am and not where I’m going. I want to be able to live in the moment, without worries of the past or fears of the future. My greatest fear in life is not living it to the fullest. I don’t think there is one true definition of “living life to the fullest”; therefore I’d like to define my own life, through my words and feelings, not just my actions. To have my childhood spirit emerge in full would be the greatest gift God could give me. I’d like to not wonder and just be. I’d like to not fear expressing my emotions or fear being criticized by others. I’d like to think I am stronger than I feel right now. There must be a reason God put me on this Earth; even if it was just to give me the gift of life. I don’t even need all the answers; I just need peace of mind that not knowing or having control over everything is okay, and life can be a lot more fun when you just live it.