Ho hum
Another Friday completely by myself. Again I had most of the day free, and couldn't find anybody to do anything with. Ugh.
And once again I see posts of several of my friends getting out and doing things without me, and none of them thought to ask me along either. Worse, Martin and Melissa were less than 2 miles from my house at the gun range and still didn't bother contacting me. I probably shouldn't have, but I went ahead and asked them all that I'd really love doing that stuff too in the future. Probably was a bit too blunt about it, but I'm really tired of staring at a computer. Subtle hasn't gotten me anywhere.
Thing that really upsets me is friends who told me I could come with them to go see Harry Potter went ahead and saw it without me without even saying a word either. I really really don't want to see it by myself but now most everyone I know who wanted to watch it and usually goes to movies regularly already has seen it.
Still have maybe one friend who said they are interested in seeing it, but based on past attempts seeing things with them, I'll probably end up waiting for the DVD to come out and just miss it on the big screen. I really don't want to watch movies alone anymore.
Tomorrow at least I might have a couple hours of company. Volunteered to help Bryan move. Not certain why I did so. I had told myself I wasn't going to be helping anyone in any significant way since nobody ever bothers returning any favors my way, but Bryan has always been nice to me and I'm trying to make more friends.
And of course I guess I'm so desperate for company anything will do.
At least my mood is ok for now. I kept myself busy writing. But I really wish my friends would remember me from time to time. I've asked and asked, and most the time am left hanging, and never get asked in return but a blue moon.
And once again I see posts of several of my friends getting out and doing things without me, and none of them thought to ask me along either. Worse, Martin and Melissa were less than 2 miles from my house at the gun range and still didn't bother contacting me. I probably shouldn't have, but I went ahead and asked them all that I'd really love doing that stuff too in the future. Probably was a bit too blunt about it, but I'm really tired of staring at a computer. Subtle hasn't gotten me anywhere.
Thing that really upsets me is friends who told me I could come with them to go see Harry Potter went ahead and saw it without me without even saying a word either. I really really don't want to see it by myself but now most everyone I know who wanted to watch it and usually goes to movies regularly already has seen it.
Still have maybe one friend who said they are interested in seeing it, but based on past attempts seeing things with them, I'll probably end up waiting for the DVD to come out and just miss it on the big screen. I really don't want to watch movies alone anymore.
Tomorrow at least I might have a couple hours of company. Volunteered to help Bryan move. Not certain why I did so. I had told myself I wasn't going to be helping anyone in any significant way since nobody ever bothers returning any favors my way, but Bryan has always been nice to me and I'm trying to make more friends.
And of course I guess I'm so desperate for company anything will do.
At least my mood is ok for now. I kept myself busy writing. But I really wish my friends would remember me from time to time. I've asked and asked, and most the time am left hanging, and never get asked in return but a blue moon.