(no subject)
in recent news vince had his court hearing today. scared? all fucking night and day. there was a slight possibility that he didnt have a chance of coming back home. scarey? yes.
i had to go to the dentist today, and when i got home, i still had no call from him. affraid that maybe something did go wrong. 10 minuters later, his brother calls, did you get the message, no, well vinney wants you to come over and get his stuff. i flew pover there as fast as i could, i knew he either did get into lockup, or it was a big joke. i asked his brother when i got there if he really was gone, he shook his head yes, but it was a little suspicious. i walk in and ask his dad if he really is gone, meanwhile sherri has a sad look on her face. i started to cry real hard, his dad gave me a hug, a lone with sherri, then here comes vincey all nicely dressed up out of the living room. happy, but upset.
anyways, sometimes you dont realize how hard it is if knowing that someone you love so much could possibly never come home from court. knowing that you could lose someone so close, for 9 months at lock up. no this doesnt happen in every relationship, but this is what makes our love even stronger. this also shows just how upset you could get over someone you love so much. i love my vincey with all of my heart. he is worth every tear i've ever cried to him. he is worth every moment i have to spend with him. hes worth everything there is to amount to him.
on to another part of my update. friendships come and go with me sometimes. sometimes its for the good and sometimes its for the bad. i've lost a good 3-4 people this past year. am i upset? no. will i miss them? no. i see it as, if they have no plans on getting in contact with me, why should i bother with them. i've only realized what assholes they are to me, well...were. if you cant respect me and vince then you can go fuck off. if you feel to have the hate for someone who doesnt even bother you, then dont talk to me. so vince got cought at school with drugs. no body is perfect, shit happens, and he is paying for his mistakes. has he learned? yes. he's been clean ever since, and stays away from that shit. so dont even fucking use that as an excuse. is it hard throwign away friendships that have gone on for 2 or more years? yes. but apparently you guys have gotten over it, so have i. i'm happy with all of my close friends right now such as: IAN, TYLER, TYLER KRAUSS, MARK, HALEE, SARA, AMANDA, ERIN, ASHLEY, RAMIE, STEFF you know the ones who treat me with respect and actually talk to me. i'm content with life right now.
i love vince, i'm gonna marry him one day, whether you like it or not, and its not a little joke either. he's what i have to live for everyday. i'm a much happier person now. a wonderful boyfriend, and awesome friends.
i had to go to the dentist today, and when i got home, i still had no call from him. affraid that maybe something did go wrong. 10 minuters later, his brother calls, did you get the message, no, well vinney wants you to come over and get his stuff. i flew pover there as fast as i could, i knew he either did get into lockup, or it was a big joke. i asked his brother when i got there if he really was gone, he shook his head yes, but it was a little suspicious. i walk in and ask his dad if he really is gone, meanwhile sherri has a sad look on her face. i started to cry real hard, his dad gave me a hug, a lone with sherri, then here comes vincey all nicely dressed up out of the living room. happy, but upset.
anyways, sometimes you dont realize how hard it is if knowing that someone you love so much could possibly never come home from court. knowing that you could lose someone so close, for 9 months at lock up. no this doesnt happen in every relationship, but this is what makes our love even stronger. this also shows just how upset you could get over someone you love so much. i love my vincey with all of my heart. he is worth every tear i've ever cried to him. he is worth every moment i have to spend with him. hes worth everything there is to amount to him.
on to another part of my update. friendships come and go with me sometimes. sometimes its for the good and sometimes its for the bad. i've lost a good 3-4 people this past year. am i upset? no. will i miss them? no. i see it as, if they have no plans on getting in contact with me, why should i bother with them. i've only realized what assholes they are to me, well...were. if you cant respect me and vince then you can go fuck off. if you feel to have the hate for someone who doesnt even bother you, then dont talk to me. so vince got cought at school with drugs. no body is perfect, shit happens, and he is paying for his mistakes. has he learned? yes. he's been clean ever since, and stays away from that shit. so dont even fucking use that as an excuse. is it hard throwign away friendships that have gone on for 2 or more years? yes. but apparently you guys have gotten over it, so have i. i'm happy with all of my close friends right now such as: IAN, TYLER, TYLER KRAUSS, MARK, HALEE, SARA, AMANDA, ERIN, ASHLEY, RAMIE, STEFF you know the ones who treat me with respect and actually talk to me. i'm content with life right now.
i love vince, i'm gonna marry him one day, whether you like it or not, and its not a little joke either. he's what i have to live for everyday. i'm a much happier person now. a wonderful boyfriend, and awesome friends.