Feb 02, 2005 18:38
do you have one of those days, where you find out something that your friend[s] have said about you? Then, after you have heard that comment, you just want to get into everyone elses mind, and see what the say/think about you. You begin [[atleast me]]to think if people really like you, or just play along. you think you really know your friends, but sometimes, apparently you dont. I only got you two together... hepled...shithead [[ and no i'm not talking about jules or ian]].
i went to see the silver jeep liberty today. yeah...for being used, it was only 2 grand less then a brand new one. fuckers.
valentines day is coming up, and once again, no one special this year. i dont think it would bother me sooo incredibly much, if it werent for my jelousy of my friends. i admit it, i'm extremly jealous of my friends. not for the fact that they have something i dont, but for the fact, it went back to not hanging out much again.
i have less then 1 and a half years left before i graduate. why try to start something now. i only have the rest of my life to be with "that someone special", i only have now to be with my friends. but i still would like to have someone. to give me somewhat of happiness.