assholes and bullies
Yo time to play catchupz
There's been alot going on, hopefully i'll get to some of it. I'm gonna start with tooooooooooooooooooooooooonight.
So i wound up at a party. I got there at like 11:30 or whatnot. By this time most everyone is pretty drunk. I'm not! i had been breaking all day and was too tired to drink. Anyways, so i was talking with joel about his tour of queens that he did and this chubby kid dropped a bottle of smirnoff. I was like "ahhhh damn" what a lose you know? and this bleach-blonde hair guy shouts out from the back, "whose bottle is that?!" and his friend takes a peep and shouts, "Yours!" so this blonde-hairs kid walks over like a tough guy and gets in this kids face. Which i can understand cause this kid just dropped his bottle. He tells the kid to pay him the cost of the bottle. And says that it's worth 20. So the kid dolls out a 20. And his friends start laughing and shit. I got the feeling that he was ripping this kid off, but i didn't know that for sure. So he goes back and the kid is cleaning up all the mess and this guy gets back in the kids face. Asking him why he taking his bottle, telling him he was stealing his drink. And he kept going on about it and was being extremely rude to this dude. This is a geeky chubby kid who didn't exactly reek of self-esteem, this is probably the last thing his self-esteem needs. And this guy is going on and being an asshole towards him. So i step to him and tell him to treat that kid with a little more respect. I was like, "he paid you more than that bottle's worth, he apologized to you profusely, and he's cleaning it up, what more do you want? This kid is drunk as fuck and is the last thing he needs from you guys right now" and this guy wouldn't stop. He was just trying to assert himself over a weaker person. So we got into it. His fat friend tried to take a jab at my 10 deep shirt, but i just gave him a mug cause what the fuck did my shirt have to do with anything? I told this asshole to apologize to the kid, and he found that completely absurd. I wanted to box this queer. The fact he had all his boys with him, and i was by myself didn't help. Cause he had his friends laughing and shit making him feel stronger. I was really pissed off with this guy.Celina, my friend from sf came and suggested i just go out in the hall or something.
the whole thing has me kinda bothered, cause i used to get teased sometime as a kid. And in fucking college? grow the fuck up. Shit like that really riles me up, cause when i was a kid i wouldn't step up for myself generally. I was this insecure chubball, even though at the same time i was still really charismatic. But now when i see that shit it bugs me even more. I don't like seeing assholes try and assert themselves over people. Subconsciously it really gets to me. But the worse part is. I didn't really step up for this kid. I really wanted to beat the shit out of this guy. Just throw a punch at him and let it go. But i didn't cause i didn't have the balls to hit this asshole. That bothered me. It brought me back to being that little kid not doing anything to defend myself. I felt weaaakkkk
There's been alot going on, hopefully i'll get to some of it. I'm gonna start with tooooooooooooooooooooooooonight.
So i wound up at a party. I got there at like 11:30 or whatnot. By this time most everyone is pretty drunk. I'm not! i had been breaking all day and was too tired to drink. Anyways, so i was talking with joel about his tour of queens that he did and this chubby kid dropped a bottle of smirnoff. I was like "ahhhh damn" what a lose you know? and this bleach-blonde hair guy shouts out from the back, "whose bottle is that?!" and his friend takes a peep and shouts, "Yours!" so this blonde-hairs kid walks over like a tough guy and gets in this kids face. Which i can understand cause this kid just dropped his bottle. He tells the kid to pay him the cost of the bottle. And says that it's worth 20. So the kid dolls out a 20. And his friends start laughing and shit. I got the feeling that he was ripping this kid off, but i didn't know that for sure. So he goes back and the kid is cleaning up all the mess and this guy gets back in the kids face. Asking him why he taking his bottle, telling him he was stealing his drink. And he kept going on about it and was being extremely rude to this dude. This is a geeky chubby kid who didn't exactly reek of self-esteem, this is probably the last thing his self-esteem needs. And this guy is going on and being an asshole towards him. So i step to him and tell him to treat that kid with a little more respect. I was like, "he paid you more than that bottle's worth, he apologized to you profusely, and he's cleaning it up, what more do you want? This kid is drunk as fuck and is the last thing he needs from you guys right now" and this guy wouldn't stop. He was just trying to assert himself over a weaker person. So we got into it. His fat friend tried to take a jab at my 10 deep shirt, but i just gave him a mug cause what the fuck did my shirt have to do with anything? I told this asshole to apologize to the kid, and he found that completely absurd. I wanted to box this queer. The fact he had all his boys with him, and i was by myself didn't help. Cause he had his friends laughing and shit making him feel stronger. I was really pissed off with this guy.Celina, my friend from sf came and suggested i just go out in the hall or something.
the whole thing has me kinda bothered, cause i used to get teased sometime as a kid. And in fucking college? grow the fuck up. Shit like that really riles me up, cause when i was a kid i wouldn't step up for myself generally. I was this insecure chubball, even though at the same time i was still really charismatic. But now when i see that shit it bugs me even more. I don't like seeing assholes try and assert themselves over people. Subconsciously it really gets to me. But the worse part is. I didn't really step up for this kid. I really wanted to beat the shit out of this guy. Just throw a punch at him and let it go. But i didn't cause i didn't have the balls to hit this asshole. That bothered me. It brought me back to being that little kid not doing anything to defend myself. I felt weaaakkkk