HAppy birthday
i really dont want to have to write in this but i think i need to.
I feel so stupid latley. What w/Ben and Luke and just shit that I cant control and fucking TVS! I FUCKING HATE IT THERE! btw, leah, this entry was sparked by your entry that just made me want to write,write,write.Thanks! ;)
I hate having to put up this front and hide myself. Adn i know that i'm just a wee little 15 year old who dosent knwo jack sqwat about goats milk but fuck it! I want to stab ben's eyes out then make his slut eat them! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!! i hate the fact that peopel presume, peopel i dont even know ::cough cough calculus classes:: dumb bithces! why why why why why. I cany think of any words that will take away this god damn fucking pain!!
"I think its kind of funny,
I think its kind of sad,
these dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had..."
What the fuck makes you think that you have the right to treat me like shit!?
What the fuck makes you think that you have the right to call me up and avt as if nothing has happened?
Hun? WHY THE FUCK!! i fucking hate what you did and the fact that you can make teardrops fall from my face onto the keyboard! Why cant peopel be more liek stuffed animals; i love stuffed animals; they never say anythign back they just sit there and take it in. And they never find the bad side of things b/c they always have on a grin.
i just want to walk over to "good old pot head's" house and get it over with!
Fuck you. I hate the way walk,speak to me,look at me,act like you know,and i hate the way you lie!
I hope that you never get the satisfaction of seeing me again and i hope you enjoy your self.
Have a great fucking life.
thats all i have to say at the moment, if you'll excuse me i've got to go and try and find some shit and burn it. Leah, i wish i could stab somethign and leave it on the doorway. thanks kids. good fucking night.
x_.Davey crocket._X
I feel so stupid latley. What w/Ben and Luke and just shit that I cant control and fucking TVS! I FUCKING HATE IT THERE! btw, leah, this entry was sparked by your entry that just made me want to write,write,write.Thanks! ;)
I hate having to put up this front and hide myself. Adn i know that i'm just a wee little 15 year old who dosent knwo jack sqwat about goats milk but fuck it! I want to stab ben's eyes out then make his slut eat them! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!! i hate the fact that peopel presume, peopel i dont even know ::cough cough calculus classes:: dumb bithces! why why why why why. I cany think of any words that will take away this god damn fucking pain!!
"I think its kind of funny,
I think its kind of sad,
these dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had..."
What the fuck makes you think that you have the right to treat me like shit!?
What the fuck makes you think that you have the right to call me up and avt as if nothing has happened?
Hun? WHY THE FUCK!! i fucking hate what you did and the fact that you can make teardrops fall from my face onto the keyboard! Why cant peopel be more liek stuffed animals; i love stuffed animals; they never say anythign back they just sit there and take it in. And they never find the bad side of things b/c they always have on a grin.
i just want to walk over to "good old pot head's" house and get it over with!
Fuck you. I hate the way walk,speak to me,look at me,act like you know,and i hate the way you lie!
I hope that you never get the satisfaction of seeing me again and i hope you enjoy your self.
Have a great fucking life.
thats all i have to say at the moment, if you'll excuse me i've got to go and try and find some shit and burn it. Leah, i wish i could stab somethign and leave it on the doorway. thanks kids. good fucking night.
x_.Davey crocket._X