for the best.

[dannyboy66]

and it takes more time than i've ever had,
drains the life from me, makes me want to forget.
as young as i was, i felt older back then.
more disciplined, stronger and certain.
but i was scared to death of eternity,
and i was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety.
and i lied to myself and said it was for the best.

and now faith is replaced with a logic so cold.
i've disregarded what i was now that i'm older.
and i know much more than i did back then.
but the more i learn the more i can't understand.
i've become content with this life that i lead:
where i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything.
and i lie to myself and say it's for the best...