Jul 18, 2005 01:09
Hi, my name is danny and i'm addicted to pleasing everyone. Welcome to my shameful existance.
I have this problem, you see. Whether it is drawn from my own failure to feel content with myself, or just that I care more about others than me, I am constantly worried about making others feel welcome and happy. And then I wonder why everyone gets pissed of at me!!
I will sometimes hang out with other friends and have fun. I will sometimes care about myself.
And yes, I will feel guilty when I get yelled at for being who I am.
But that's all I can be, and I too often forget that.
While others can only care about themselves and accept their selfishness, I refuse to believe that is a good trait.
But that does not mean that I can only care about others and not about myself. I am tired of coming last in my book. I can care about me too.