Sep 27, 2004 15:44
Ehh, not much to talk about right now, i just wrote everything in Xanga, cause it feels more right in there. Anyways, im worried about this life im living, i dunno. It's like i wake up feeling on top of the world, like, "today is MY day, i'm gonna tear shit UP today, cause I ROCK!" and then, like 20 minutes later, i come out of the shower, and im dressed, looking at myself in the mirror, and im just like, "wow...today is NOT my day, geez...everything is so fucked." Im a terrible procrastinator, it seems i never can accomplish anything that i actually want, or maybe it's just that i dont know what i want. i'm pretty sure the latter is true. I dont even know if i want to major in marketing/business anymore, but i have to know by december wtf im doing, and then i gotta stick with it for once in my life. I'm just tired of everything being so shitty. I need to see a psychologist, and i need to talk to a priest, and i need to get a job, and i need to make some new friends.
Check that, i need to make ANY friends...
Whatevs, life is life...you gotta live it. No use complaining in stuff that you can't change. nymphomania.
/end rant