crazzzzzzzzy..............
Im going out of my mind, i wanna no whats wrong with my lady, my special lady my one true love who i have finally found through hard times and heart break the one who completes me, and i cant see how she is and i dont know whats going on.. :'( i wanna hear her voice say everything is okay, but i have the biggest feeling that something bad is gonna happen im afraid to go to work tonight cause i think there will be another txt on my fone saying we are over and i dont want to be over i want elly more then anything and ive got called from work (box hill) and i ran to my fone hoping it was her but it was only work and then i heard my message tone go off and i bolted to my room faster then i hav e ever ran in my life to find out it was some number i didnt h ave asking if i liked puff daddy i was like wtf. im dying here with out my girl if she could just give me a sign just a lil txt saying everything is okay and she was just fucking around last night, and to make matters worse we had two black outs last night and one was at like 7pm and the other was at 12ish and i was talking to her when she was going loopy and i was so upset i could not stop thinking about what had happened i didnt get to sleep till like 2:30ish and i had to get up at 7:00am to get ready for school and i cant get this off my mind i want my girl ima buy some credit today ad try to txt her to see if everything is ok. i need to no, yous have no idea, this girl she is my everything i want/need her i have never loved anyone so much in my life and the thought of her leaving me hurts me so so much i no i havent got on with her friends that much but if any of them read these pleeeeeeeeeeeease help me get my girl back i'll do anything for, i need her people i n eed her so fraekin much i dont wanna lose her:'( i cant lose her:'( i g2g im like about to cry i just want my girl back...........