Oct 10, 2009 15:41
car's totalled out.
everything's wrong.
everything has turned out very badly.
darryl shot himself in the head.
sat next to me in a lawnchair for the afternoon on saturday, drinking pepsis in greenville outside of the kmart.
"You gotta take it easy, man. You've been living pretty hard, let Ron handle some of the work."
"Don't worry about me nate - I'm going back to work on Monday."
"see you tomorrow"
"see you"
two hours later and he was gone.
i don't know what to do.
i can't find help.
everything is falling apart.
i miss my dad
i don't want to go to work anymore
i want my dad to come back