smooth sailin..... RIGHT
ok so sometimes my life is confusng... and i dont know what to do now half the time. i usually always would know what to do and now it seems im always drawing a blank. idk what that means but i dont like not having control of my life. its the worst feeling ever. whitney is mad at me, but whats new there. my parents are mad at me another surpriser isnt it. marilyn is mad caue i didnt go to scool today cause she is bored and has nothin better to do then bug me at school. and audrey well.... i nvr know. andy isnt mad because he is to sweet to ever be mad. tasha is mad cause she thinks im not guna graduate. my nana is mad cause she thinks i dont want her to live with us. but on the contrary i would probably rather her live there cause it takes the attention off me and i can do what i want when i want. i just want to move far far away. well not that far like cali or something. no one would realy miss me that much anyways... and the one i love cant love me the way needed because she is really worried about her gma... i miss her gma she was cool. but im really afraid if she goes there she will stay. so i am tryin to prepare myself mentally.... or else idk what i will do. ugh and then it goes bak to me not ever knowing what to do.... its a circle
maybe moving will erase memories and want