May 13, 2006 01:16
There's this longing in my heart that wants to be involved in theatre for the rest of my life, and enough is enough with the OT program
graduate school scares me
beyond belief
and I don't have a choice
why can't I have the guts to follow my dreams?
why does my logic always have to get in the way?
why do I leave my license at home when we end up going out drinking?
why am I alone in my apartment crying myself to sleep?
why can't I trust God and have to take matters into my own hands?
why?