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Summer...
ah who knows, whenever summer comes around I lose track of my friends. There is the occasional party and beach bumming, but other than that I rarely see them. Maybe its part my fault and maybe part theirs but it pretty much sucks. I miss you guys. Its not like I don't try or I don't want to. Jackie...I don't know but lately you've been drifting away. And we both know the excuse of you and katie hanging out won't cut it. Even though I despise her we should still be hanging out. I really have tried to make plans. You've been my best friend since 5th grade but we never talk or hang out anymore. And when you get your one night to stay out you don't want to "waste" it with me, well thats what it feels like atleast. I was reading one of your entries and you listed the only people you can stand, and i'm not in there. Sigh, who knows. It sucks that I have to write about it in here and I can't even tell it to your face because its awkward.
i've just been thinking a lot latley, and the only people I really talk about this to is louie and my sister. I miss you guys.
ah who knows, whenever summer comes around I lose track of my friends. There is the occasional party and beach bumming, but other than that I rarely see them. Maybe its part my fault and maybe part theirs but it pretty much sucks. I miss you guys. Its not like I don't try or I don't want to. Jackie...I don't know but lately you've been drifting away. And we both know the excuse of you and katie hanging out won't cut it. Even though I despise her we should still be hanging out. I really have tried to make plans. You've been my best friend since 5th grade but we never talk or hang out anymore. And when you get your one night to stay out you don't want to "waste" it with me, well thats what it feels like atleast. I was reading one of your entries and you listed the only people you can stand, and i'm not in there. Sigh, who knows. It sucks that I have to write about it in here and I can't even tell it to your face because its awkward.
i've just been thinking a lot latley, and the only people I really talk about this to is louie and my sister. I miss you guys.