Hello everyone
Hey, I don't know if anyone's noticed, but Jen is like the only one who posts - or at least on my Friends list. So, to start this off right, I'd like to state that I'm a horrible poster and rarely read up. It's like books - I go in cycles where all I do is read - including our LJ comments. Hopefully I start writing more....
And to start, here's where I currently stand, in all of its very brutal honesty...
Note: I'm FAIRLY drunk while saying all this.
I'm between 157 and 152 lbs. I've been like this for over 6 months. I'm going to go to the gym soon, right after this next milestone (March 9th). I want to firm up my legs and get myself in shape for the summer. That means, realistically (sp?) that I need to lose like 20 lbs, and most of that in the legs.
This is for a few reasons. I want to wear a bathing suit and be ok with it -- not even like 'I'm so hot' -- just ok. I want to feel good about going on the honeymoon I never had, because we had to move to LA right after the wedding.
I tired of waiting for Adam to realize that I want him to get to where I am -- to lose the same poundage, so that we're even....:( I love this man more than I can communicate in words, but gawddamn, it makes me angry every time he puts a diet or exercise on hold and it all comes back. 320 lbs is alot. Ok. I'm done ranting. Good night folks...
And to start, here's where I currently stand, in all of its very brutal honesty...
Note: I'm FAIRLY drunk while saying all this.
I'm between 157 and 152 lbs. I've been like this for over 6 months. I'm going to go to the gym soon, right after this next milestone (March 9th). I want to firm up my legs and get myself in shape for the summer. That means, realistically (sp?) that I need to lose like 20 lbs, and most of that in the legs.
This is for a few reasons. I want to wear a bathing suit and be ok with it -- not even like 'I'm so hot' -- just ok. I want to feel good about going on the honeymoon I never had, because we had to move to LA right after the wedding.
I tired of waiting for Adam to realize that I want him to get to where I am -- to lose the same poundage, so that we're even....:( I love this man more than I can communicate in words, but gawddamn, it makes me angry every time he puts a diet or exercise on hold and it all comes back. 320 lbs is alot. Ok. I'm done ranting. Good night folks...