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For the past four years in high school, I've always admitted to myself that biggest flaw was that I looked and worked so much at what I didn't have that I sometimes have taken for granted what and who I have.
I can now honestly say I no longer feel this way.
Right now I'm probably about as happy as I've been. I feel like I know who I am and what I'm about more than ever. I've always loved and been greatful for my friends, but no longer do I feel like I need to try to include myself in some other inner circle in which I don't already belong in. I'm where I want to be, I'm with people I want to be with, and I like what I am. It's as if for the longest time I felt like I've been trying to impress others, but now...I don't care. I understand that to most of you that this virtue is something that you already possess, as its a key ingrediatant to sustain individuality. Yet, for me its something that I've struggled with on varying degrees. But now thats all over.
I've always known what I've had, and I've loved it.
But now I glorify it.
I can now honestly say I no longer feel this way.
Right now I'm probably about as happy as I've been. I feel like I know who I am and what I'm about more than ever. I've always loved and been greatful for my friends, but no longer do I feel like I need to try to include myself in some other inner circle in which I don't already belong in. I'm where I want to be, I'm with people I want to be with, and I like what I am. It's as if for the longest time I felt like I've been trying to impress others, but now...I don't care. I understand that to most of you that this virtue is something that you already possess, as its a key ingrediatant to sustain individuality. Yet, for me its something that I've struggled with on varying degrees. But now thats all over.
I've always known what I've had, and I've loved it.
But now I glorify it.