well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
haven't wrote in forever again. kinda busy. between work, bowling, and chris, & friends, don't have tooo much time. umm last week i don't think too much happened. we won our matches! so we're like 4-7 and we have 3 to go, which we have to win to make sectionals. umm my grandpa's in the hospital. Saturday night before I went to winterfest I had to go see him because they didn't think he was gonna make it through the night. He looked so bad, I've always hated him so much and i can remember so much he's done and yet I was so upset and crying. I had to redo my makeup in the car, it was pretty bad. But he's still hanging in there, but I was kinda mad the people at the hospital asked my gram to write an obituary and he hasn't even died yet. If that's not jynxing it, c'mon. I guess today a lady from hospice came in and asked if he knew why she was there and he said well i guess that means i'm dying and she told him that everyone dies, and he said yeah but i soppose i'm going faster than everyone else. Went shopping with Jen on thursday. We had fun. I bought a purse and stuff to go with my winterfest dress, and used my a&f giftcard. I don't think I bought that much else. Oh, I got Chris' valentines present! Luckily I found something cuz i had no clue! lol Jen I stepped up! "What are the chances of me getting the guy? Well, technically 1 out of 3 but we're talking about me, so i'm getting the guy." that was sooo funny, no one needs to know about that. Friday I stayed home until chris got outta work at 830. We just hung out at his house with ryan heather and roger. We were gonna go bowling, but we didn't make it there. I don't really care what we do, I have just as much fun sitting at his house with him as I do when we go out bowling or even to winterfest. Although I get to stay out later so that's always good! Saturday was so busy. I had to be at burger king at 645, and ventry didn't show up till 725! I would have totally stayed home and showered instead! I mean, i didn't even eat there so it was pointless. Baker was okay. I bowled like a 171 on average, cuz of a stupid 139 game or something like that. We did bad in the afternoon tho. I left as soon as I was done bowling, came home showered, went and got my hair done, came home, got ready in about 10 minutes, went to the hospital to say goodbye to my grandpa, and then went to chris' around 8. I felt bad I was late, but i really didn't have a choice. Like, my aunt was in the car and i said i feel bad not visiting him and she told me i should (what a bitch) and then i suggested i stopped by. Winterfest was pretty fun. There was like no one there. Oh well. Dena looked cute. Afterwards we went to applebees for a while. Dan was there. What a loser. his little friends said hi to me and then he was like hi sam all stupidly and i called him a loser and walked away. he needs to get a life or something. After applebees we went to chris' house. Then I got back to my house around 130. I didn't wanna leave chris but that's normal. Sunday bowling sucked. I hate it, and I was sooo tired from the past 2 days. Chris showed up and I went to his house after from 12ish to 1030 when the superbowl was over. We just hung out the whole day. No complaints here : ) Today school was boring. Mac was mean cuz we did so bad on out twizes yet, I got a 97. i did the wrong math homework again. Practice sucked. I've gotten progressivly worse. Sometimes it just gets to me. The only good part was seeing Chris, but if I didn't have practice we could have actually hung out and talked so in conclusion, i hate bowling lol. I'm determined to do good for the next 3 matches and sectionals. I'm sopposed to work wed. sat. sun. this week but if i work sat. then me and chris really can't hang out for valentines day, so i think i might call in sick. As soon as bowling's over I can just work a few days a week and have nothing else! I can't wait. Even tho bowling was fun, it's just...blah. Well, Chris is coming over hopefully reeeeally soon. ttyl *Sam