May 04, 2009 21:28
Hope. Its a big word.
Big game tomorrow, and half of me just wants to give up, go down with a bang. I could, get carded in the first 5 minutes or so, and everything will be over and done with. No more rugby; I'd get half my life back. But the other wants to be hopeful and stick till the end, having made countless sacrifices, though uncertain of the outcome.
Sometimes you never know how much is enough, even when you've given everything.
Having beaten ACJC, we're left with RJ & IB. Possibly the 2 biggest games in my lifetime in the duration of the next 3 weeks, and also my PI and assignments that could affect the course of my future.
Its tough
Having to do what you have to and not piss anyone off at the end of the day. Its bloody annoying as tough, but lets face it, sometimes you just can't please everyone.