Dec 13, 2009 07:46
just reread every post ever and most of the comments.
4 1/2 years since my first post.
such a beautiful journey.
honestly, i laughed cried and felt like dying.
such a strange and wonderful life!
so much love, a little bit of loss, but the most endearing and most written about topics were very easily:
friends
love
cats
being sick
food
love
love
love
love
love
love.
its so strange, but i love it.
in so many of these posts i thanked everyone.
and not to be a broken record, but,
Thank you all for making this journey so much fun.
i sometimes realize i dont get the beast called love. but i love not knowing.
its all so bizarre,
but incredibly brutal/happy/sad/endearing and always totally beautiful.
its all leaving me speechless.
im starting to not mind this getting older thing,
its kind of nice,
knowing less with the more i know.
hope all is well,
i really
really
really
do.
i love you.
i still do.
and as far as i can tell
i always will.
-dan